☮ Like A Fairytale .

2012-02-13T00:30:00.000+08:00

11th Feb 2011

Nothing remains the same ... except ..

Memories .

Yes , was out with him , Yoga , Zul , Brandon & his girlf .

Initially , i thought things will turned out pretty awkward regarding the past few days' issues .

But it appeared to be .... ' normal ' , which i least expected .

I was wondering , wtf this guy is thinking man ? ._____."

Probably to him nothing changes , just that status .

Yes , merely a status . No big deal anyway .

Went over to Paragon to find his mama first .

Been pretty long since i last saw her . Probably a week ?

Yes , i do miss her :C

Somehow , i missed his grandma + aunt too .

* Time to visit them sooooon ! *

His mama left , while we left for Lucky Plaza for our dinner .

Ayam Penyet . LOL , chicken were rather dry ... and their chilli arent normal chilli i swear .

Screaming for water , arghhhh .

Brandon & his girlf left , and we walked about at Orchard .

Then off to cine , wanting to catch a movie but timing wasnt preferable .. so yup . Dropped the idea . Probably next week , since i have yet to catch both my movies : Chronicle & Journey2 ):

Plan was to drink over @ his place at first , but both Yoga & Zul couldnt make it last minute .

So yupp , the moment we reached his place ... he played a short 'film' i made for him for our Valentine's Day .

& a sneak preview of my workpiece :D

( LOL )

My eyes turned watery , everytime i were to play it .

I mean , what the hell ? I teared/cried over my workpiece ... ? Retarded much .

And , stitch cover for him for our 2nd month as i know he have been wanting this (;

Hope you like it ! ^^

Went to get ourselves washed up , and headed down to the nearby market to buy our supper .

Damn , i am putting on weight . Irregular figure , & i meant ... tummy . LOL

Yes , i do have tummy . Then ...... ? Come on , who doesnt ? You ? Kay , good for you then .

Been eating supper almost every night , and that aint good .

Because i tends to sleep immediately after i had them . Gahhh .

Another 2 more days and he will be away from me for 3 exact weeks .
That sucks , when he is always flying off leaving me here alone ..

But fret not !

I have Mr Stitchy & Miss Melody with me nowww

Im always contradicting myself -'-
Im sorry ...

; I locked my eyes onto that smile of his , always

2012-02-11T02:55:00.002+08:00

I only miss you when im breathing ..

Kay , time for some pretty short update bout whats happening around me for the past few days .
I could say , things isnt going well for me .

Yes , we ended .
Nope , let me be a little more specific .
He ended it .

He wants to patch things up , and ofcos i was a little forgiving and wanted to .
But the things he is doing right now , got myself confused again .

Its our 2nd month , and he wasnt with me .. but with "....." now .
Kay , how great . Awesome , hahahahaha ! ^^v
My "now" , refers to the timing im blogging right now .

And let me apologize to my awesome bunch of friends here .
Im sorry , sorry to make you guys worried of me for the past days .

I wanted to have some alone time , and i eventually disappeared from everyone without giving them any warning beforehand .

The time whereby i had my alone time , didnt helped at all .
I wanted more , but i couldnt forsake my friends here because i know how worried they were .

Really sorry , and ....
I ♥ you guys .

My mama was somehow worried because for the farking first time , i were to cry so badly .
She popped out all of a sudden , and caught me offguard .
I couldnt dry my tears within split seconds , and she saw me sobbing hard and obviously , she saw that handful of tissues i had left .

She feigned ignorance at first until i woke up the next day , with that goldfish eyes of mine .

She was clever enough to know whats going on even without having me uttering a single word .
She hit-the-bull-eye ! Boooohooooo
You suck , Jocelyn . For making everyone who loves you , worried of you .

Then , i told myself ...
I dont want to go through this once more . It hurts more than you can ever imagined .

But you know , girls ~~
Soft hearted easily , and .... its not easy for them to move on that fast .

I gotta admit , i wanted to patch things up on the 11th ( which means today ) .
But .... its stopping me .
Thanks to her ..... :D

A leopard will never change its spots .

Just how many times do you wants me to go through the same exact thing ?
How many times do you need a second chance ...
& how many times do i have to accept your " im meeting/contacting her for the last " .... ?

I have had enough of all these farking shits im receiving .

I aint a saint , fyi .
When i gave you a second chance , dont take it for granted .. cos god knows this might be the last .

I have feeling too , my dear .
Any idea how painful it is ? And this has last me for weeks ...
When can i ever put a stop to it ?

Nevertheless , " Happy 2nd Month " ..

We would always ....

Talk about our future like we had a clue ..
Never plan that one day i'd losing you .

And in another life i would be your girl ,
We keep all our promises , be us against the world ,
And in other life i would make you stay ,
So i dont have to say you were the one that got away ....

; Maybe part of love is learning to let go .

2012-02-05T17:00:00.002+08:00

3rd Feb 2012

ShiYing's house for project in the afternoon , till late evening .
& a little of camwhoring too :P

Off to Compass Point , and packed LongJohn for dinner for both YuXuan & I .
Then , cabbed to his place .

* Ding Dong *
Long John delivery ~ .
LOLL !

Kay , and i am really amazed with his dog ; Buddy .
Cos , he doesnt bark .. at all ! O:

Lets meet Buddy ! :D

Buddy , bite NeoYuXuan !
HAHAHAHAHA !

Out we go after he got himself prepared .

Meet Shan over at Clarke Quay .
& was totally stunned cos .... there is only the three of us going Rebel -.-

My mood was being brought down instantly .
Then we started calling people on our contact list ..

We managed to get Aaron , Steven & Matt along :D
So , went to obtain our chop first then cabbed to Holiday Inn to purchase our liquor .

Saw Nicholas ( Sec's Senior ) there .
Bought Vodka Peach (;

Meet the rest of them over at the bridge opposite Liang Court .
The moment i met Matt , he popped a question right away .

" Why are your eyes swollen ? "
I remained quiet .

" Tell me the truth , did you cried last night ? "
Avoided the question by remaining quiet , again .

Started playing games , and im considered the lucky ones
The game Matt suggested was fun !! :D

Left : YuXuan
Right : Aaron

Left : Matt
Right : Shan

♥♥♥

Drank kinda fast this time round .
& we headed in around 12am ?

& Steven seems rather tipsy . & we have no idea that he actually went to the bar over at Rebel to order 12shots =="

Before he ordered shots , Aaron , Matt , YuXuan & I already had a shot .
He ordered 12 shots , which means 2 shots each =="

No , i cant drink that much .
I know my limit .

Steven turned from tipsy to drunk afterwards .
& was a chore taking care of him cos he kept wanting to create a fight -.-
Aaron was rather tipsy as well .
Brought them out , and let them puke .

That was then i started to feel emo , and bloody send text to him =="
Kayzx , i gotta admit . Im not drunk . LOL . Understand the meaning behind my words ?
& YuXuan that idiot sent nonsense to my friends , wtf .
Awkward much .

Flag a cab for Aaron & Steven for home .
So left with Shan , Matt , YuXuan & I .

Headed over to Zirca , then to Rebel .
Was astonished with the number of people at Rebel O:

Not a single soul at the dance floor -___-
So headed back to Zirca , and spent our night throughout .

Things happened in between , and got me pissed .
Ignorance is bliss .

Guys , please be reminded that not all girls who hit the club means they can be grinded ~.~
Oh come on girls , you can actually learn to walk away / reject .
It takes two hands to clap .

Its been two months i last club .
& the reason why i hit the club this time round .. not bcos i miss clubbing .
Its bcos i need a day to get myself free from anything . Not allowing my imagination from running wild .

Just a day , thats more than enough .

I told myself to ignore him , to ignore the pain in my heart .
But still , i failed .

Matt talked to me about it , and that enlightened me somehow .
Then , Shan told Matt to move aside cos she wants to talk to me too .

So they were 'arguing' who knows me better , and that got me laughed for a sec .
Thanks peeps ! ♥

& thanks YuXuan for holding on to my phone all night (;

Club ends at 430am .
He called .
I was wondering if i should pick up , cos we agreed to not contact each other for 3 days .
But yes , i did .

I wonder why the kick usually comes so much later -.-
& has the urge to puke .. but unable to . Damn .
Sat down while waiting for cab , and both YuXuan & I was complaining for water LOL
Yes , we are thirsty . Super .

Got into the cab , and i swear the cab was covered with my voice /:
Nope , we are not heading for home .

We went for supper over at Lavender instead .
I dont usually eat after i club , cos i am always more to tired than to hungry .

But still , they ordered a bowl of Lor Mee for me .
& we kept laughing like there is no tmr . LOL .

& know what !? The cab uncle chased us me down of cab when we reached our destination . WTF ?

" Faster get down la ! "

YuXuan turned to me immediately , and i turned to him .. and we laughed out loud instantly .
LOLWTFBBQ

After our supper , was waiting for a guy Shan met in Zirca to come -_________-"
Kay , dislike much .

What happens in club , ends in club .
Thats it .

YuXuan cabbed home first , while the 3 of us was waiting for that guy to come .
I have no good impression towards that guy , i swear .

That guy came , and sent us back home .
Matt alighted the same destination as me ; my house .

Then , Matt cabbed home afterwards .
The reason why he followed us into that guy's car bcos he is worried of us .
Thanks Matt !

The moment i got home , i text Shan over .
But there was no reply from her -.-
Damn , i was super worried sick can !?
I literally spammed her with my messages .
Gahhh . But she only replied an hour later . Wtf .

Received a missed call from him .
Went to wash up and get changed , and returned the call .
Chatted near an hour , and hanged up at around 7am .

Dropped dead into bed immediately .

Next day , woke up at 4pm .
I had a good sleep , at least ! ^^

PS : I shall not disclose the person's name ,
therefore , i shall named it as Y instead .

Went to get prepared , and out straight to meet Y at Nex .

Late late late !
Planned to meet at 630pm , but both ended up late .
But Y was later , cos Y wore the wrong shoe and had to return home to get it changed . LOL
Like a funny only ~ .

Was choosing movies between :

Chronicle ,
Journey2 ,
Underworld Awakening .

Y wants to catch Underworld Awakening , so yup !
9pm for Underworld Awakening in 3D .

But still , i wana watch both Chronicle & Jouney2 !!!! ):
Any kind souls ? :D

Since it was still early , we went to have our dinner first over at Long John .
In fact , i was craving for Long John's cheese . HAHAHAH !

When i crave for something , i can crave for days .

After dinner , sky garden .
Then headed in for movie when the time gets nearer .

Movie was awesome ! :D
Totally worth it .
Catch it soon , yeh ? (;

After our movie , went to scroll around and headed home afterwards .
Imma good girl that day , as im home before the clock ticks 12am ! :D

Wanted to blog this entry last night , but my emotion was being affected again .
So went to have an early night . & my early night meant , 3am . LOL

The moment when im awake , received a very long sweet text from him .
& that got my heart melted .
This got me stumbled for a moment with the decision i gonna make .

Oh , fark your heart Jocelyn .
You never fails to be soft-hearted -'-

I have already made a choice that will leads to everyone lecturing me afterwards .
No doubts that im giving him a 2nd chance , or allow me to rephrase .

The first and also the last chance .

Its up to him to cherish this chance as all i know is that , that incident is gonna be the last time i will be going through . I will never allow history to repeat itself .

Im sorry guys , for the disappointment i have created .
& thanks for all those advices you guys gave .
Really appreciated much , really .

IF i were to get terribly hurt again , then i have no one to blame .
Being kind to others is like being cruel to yourself .
As you gave them a chance to hurt you again & and bring yourself down .

Its not about the period we have been together ,

But the journey both have gone through
.
.
.
Together as one .

PussyQuek , dont let me down again ... alright ?
& we havent been meeting for days .... ):
Imy , just so much .
♥♥♥

# Another 6 more days ~ .

2012-02-01T01:10:00.006+08:00

What's becoming of us after yesterday ?

I have no idea ....

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( 1st Feb )

Im in a dilemma state , right now .
I dont know . I really dont .

I was told by many to not hold on any further , but .. deep inside me , there is a voice saying :

" You Should " .

Probably thats because i have fallen too deeply for him to the extend that i can even brushed this matter off my shoulder and continue this relationship .

Yes , im blinded by love .
Im always allowing others to enter my life again & again and hurt me like there is no tmr .

Its true im being hurt badly this time round .
I even thought of giving up initially .

I told him : Forget it .
& my ' Forget It ' meant ,

Forget Me ,
Forget You ,
Forget ... Us .

But something holds me back , and got me so soft-hearted and got me swallowed that word down my throat .

His tears ..
Yes , he is badly hurt too .
But , its his owndoing .. he has no one to blame .

A hug is worth a thousand words .

I should be the one being comforted , but it seems the other way round .
Dry your tears , my love .

Someone please chide at me , yell at me for being stupid
Scold me a moron / dumbfuck or anything you can ever think of .

I hate myself for being so soft-hearted :'(

Whats a relationship , with all those lies and hidings ?
Didnt we agreed to not hide anything from one another ?
Didnt we agreed to try our best to make this relationship an everlasting ones ?
& didnt we agreed to ........

Im speechless .

Totally dumbfounded over this incident .
It happened way too sudden , too quickly that it didnt even give me any warning beforehand .
I was taken aback for all these unnecessary shits im receiving .

Its either she is gone ,
or im gone .
I dont wana be in a love triangle . It suck , fyi .

I am still feeling not-so-good .
I ought to be fuming & upset .. & make a big fuss over it like every other girls would .
But in fact , i appeared to be somehow a little different .

Why ?

Probably thats beacuse i doesnt knows how to react .
Tell me , how should i react then ?

Kicking a big fuss over it , and make a mountain out of a molehill ?
Thats never a solution .

My mind is in a total blank since that day .
Have you ever had the feeling whereby something sour were to stuck in your throat , no matter how hard you tried to swallow it down ?

Yes , thats how im feeling now .
Im vexed , super .

Even the smallest lie can cause great pain .
But i would rather know the ugly truth than a beautiful lie .

2nd month is drawing near , so does V's Day .
Why must he create such huge disappointment now .... ?

I dont know if he will change and take it as a lesson learnt .
But i sincerely hope he would .

& i swear this terrible nightmare gonna hunt me for a period of time .

PS : What will you do if you found out that your partner cheated on you ?

In love , it is better to know and be disappointed ,
than to not know and always wonder .

Will everything be back to how it used to be ?

I'm still loving you ; PussyQuek .

2012-01-29T21:40:00.000+08:00

Yes , i ought to be studying now as CA is just tmr .
BUT , i cant seems to memorize them . Oh fark it .
How ? Still in my holiday mood . Damn .

G' luck , IBA !

( Guess i gonna screw my exam tmr )
Fml much .

27th Jan

Agreed to meet at 1pm over at Serangoon with B .
But , he woke up late .

And im already done preparing , so went to meet my Girlf(s) for lunch at Tamp 201 .
Craving for cheese prata pretty long enough , but just never had the opportunity to have them .

But when i was about to order my prata(s) , the person told me that they dont sell prata at this timing ; afternoon .

Gahhh , there goes my cheese prata again ]:

Only XiuHan & I had our lunch , whereas the other 3 ( Jasmine , Pearline & ShiYing ) accompanied us .
Thankyou ! :D

Then , they left for Pearline's house to do project while i cabbed down to Serangoon to meet B to find his Grandma & Aunt .

Had a chat with his Grandma , and gambled afterwards to kill the boredom .
B's aunt came back , and was chatting throughout .

Around evening , left for Nex Mall with B to catch a movie .
But the movies doesnt enticed us at all , so dropped the idea .

Kazokutei for dinner at Bishan .
Kay , it suck a big time .
I can vouch that Bugis's ones is way better .
Utterly disappointed .

Koi Koi Koi !
Got Koi for B's parents too ! :D

Then , to B's place .
And , B's friends came over to play Mahjong whereas i was studying ...... & watching tv /:
Fell asleep eventually ...

When his gambling finally ended , i realised the sun is about to rise soon .
Which means , i have to start heading home .

Left B's place at 630am , and homed near 7am .
Flat on bed the moment i got home .

The next day , woke up at 1pm .. and laze on bed for an hour /:

Went to get prepared , and off to find B .
Yes , i can hardly open my eyes totally .

In need of sleeeeeeep ):

Help B's mama to peel beansprout , and off to take a short nap before revising .

There was a crowd at B's house .
Yes , gathering .

Awkward much .
& got me stayed put at his room for hours .

B's mama asked me to go out for dinner , but the crowd remained so i told B's mama that im too shy to head out .

So , B's mama brought in popiah that she made :D
Taste awesome , really !
Its DIY somemore ! Hahaha . Seems funnn .

The crowd left , and went out to eat afterwards .

Another small crowd came in , B's Sist's friends .
Mainly air stewardess , cos .... his sist is one of them !
Yup , his sist is prettttayyyy . No doubts bout that .

B's sist got me H&M cosmetics too . Thankyou :D

They started gambling , and im studying .

Left B's place at 11pm , and bought Mac for supper ! (;

The one on the left is called : Mr Stitchy .. & was a 1st month anni gift from me to him .
The one on the right is called : Miss Melody .. which his sist gave it to me .

& a photo from my webcam .

Now , i wants to freeze the date and stop 15 Feb from coming );
I hate it when we are miles apart .
But that never stopped me from loving you .

My Love , thanks for everything .
♥♥♥

; One of the hardest thing in life is having words in your heart you cant utter .

2012-01-26T14:30:00.000+08:00

PS : Im blogging this entry at B's house now ! :D
& he is sound asleep .

Reunion dinner with my family , cousin & my youngest aunt's family at my house .
Yep , steamboat ! Our tradition .

I spent my countdown at home , with my project . LOL
Was doing my project till 3am , before i left for bed .
Sad isnt ? I need some spare time , anyone ? ):

Set my alarm at 830am , but daddy woke me up before that .
I was too restless to wake and eventually snoozed all the way till 930am .

Went to get prepared , and Sist woke up afterwards .

To my daddy's mama , Ah Ma's house first .
First to arrive ! :D

Ah Ma cooked curry for our breakfast LOL .
What a heavy breakfast .

But taste great ! ^^

Then , the crowd got increased as time goes .

" Happy New Year "

Said for countless of times . Probably i should record my voice down , and play it when i have to return my gesture .

Stayed till 3pm , and off to my Mama's mama , PoPo's house .
Last group to arrive . Hahahaha .

The atmosphere were rather odd that day .
I dont know why , but i just couldnt sense the correct festive mood .
Its seems like its getting worst each year /:

Stayed till around late evening , then all of us went to have our dinner at Tamp , except for my 3rd aunt & her family .

A thai restaurant .
Typical tasting yet lousy service skills .

Just several snap shots of the foods .
Were to hungry to snap the rest (;

My youngest aunt , with her husband and her daughter .

My youngest cousin !
Damn , i feels old now ]:

Mango Salad ! My fav ♥

While waiting to be served , cam-whore abit first .
& played with the effect :D

After our dinner , my family & I went to catch a movie called " We Not Naughty " @ 940pm .

Had nachos & popcorn combo ! :D
Am a fan of cheeeeeese ~ .

Heard that the movie was rather touching , but i dont finds it so ?
LOL , kay . Something is wrong with my emotions .

But , movie was average .
An educational film , to be exact .

Say no to Cyber-Bully .

Home sweet home after movie .
Fatigued much .

Woke up at 11am , and went to get prepared to meet Jiejie at Bedok .
Cabbed down to JieJie's place first , then Joseph came to find us .

Had Thai foods for lunch .
Yep , me love thai foods !
Esp TomYum !! :D
& their mango salad was awesome .

Joseph left after our meal , and i continued to accompany JieJie .

3pm , left JieJie and cabbed down to 3rd Aunt's place to meet the rest .
Steamboat , again .

Gambling soon after my meal :D

Played BlackJack , till night .

Basically eating + gaming + gambling .

& yes . Its Lou Yu Sheng time ! :D

Home afterwards , after the adult finished their mahjong session .
Flat on bed immediately .

My god . Deprived of sleep totally .

Gave schl a miss .
WHERE GOT TIME .... ? /:
HAHAHAHAH !

Played with my mascara this time , and cast my falsies aside .
& i totally love the outcome ((:

Meet Augustine at Bedok , and he was late !
For the first time , i was on time :D
No , 4 mins early .. to be exact .

Enough of steamboat & thai foods .
Crave for some junk foods :D

Yes . Mac .
Wanted LongJohn , but he was too lazy to walk .
Gahhhh . Lazybum !

Nuggets meal upsize .
Thanks Best for the treat .

After our meal , trained to Orchard and movie at Shaw House Lido .

Jack & Jill @ 730pm .
Had popcorn combo ! :D
My combo will be a mixture of both sweet & saltish ^^

Movie was hilarious .
Its bout a twins !
Now , i wants a twin sist !
Then , whenever i feel like giving schl a miss .. my twin sist can replace me :D
How great if that happens . Kay , im starting to allow my imagination to flow now .

Home after movie !

Say "HI" to my new cookie monster dustcap ! ♥♥♥

I have told my parents bout Carter .
I dont wana hide any further , since my mama has already suspected me long ago .
So yup , its definitely a big challenge to disclose my relationship with him to my Daddy .
Cos , he judge .. thats something i dislike .

Yes , he means something to me .
Since i have already disclosed my relationship with him to Daddy , that shows how much he meant to me .
Conflicts for the past days were heartbreaking .
But im glad things went back to normal :D

ℬ , I Love You ! ♥♥♥
2nd months is drawing near ! ツ

Hair Pee New Ear , Peeps ! :D
Xoxo , ☮ .

2012-01-22T17:00:00.006+08:00

What are words ...
If you dont mean what you say ...

& you just got me hanging there .

17th Jan 2012

A day where we doesn't have to attend schl

Therefore , went to find B over at his place first and bought Brunch for him .

Afterwhich , headed to Serangoon with B to look for his grandma & aunt .
Yep , had a fabulous talk with both of them (;

Left , and went to have our dinner at Nex .
Sushi !

Accompanied B to have his hair cut & rebonded .

Then , sudden urge to have my hair cut too .
Sooooo yup ! Shorter , not much of a diff though .

But still ... you know .. girls ~
Every inch matters .

Left for home then .

Next day , schl at 1pm .
Was late /:

Schl was a bore , esp it's theory part .
Can no longer withstand the 'story-telling' by our lecturer .
So , my day in schl was basically ... messaging + daydreaming .

Pe , badminton .
Then , koi after schl with my girlfs and home sweet home .

As usual , schl the next day .
Off to find B after my lesson .

Had dinner with him , and home sweet home .

20th Jan 2012

Imma in love with my new velvet cardigan ! ♥.♥

No longer have any lesson on every Friday

Met TingTing at Bugis , and was late :/
Sorry for the waiting .

Off to Bugis street afterwards .

Dinner , together with Shirley , WeeXin & Nicholas .

Nicholas's .

Us 's .

After our meal , Shirley & WeeXin & Nicholas left for V3 .
Whereas TingTing & I headed over to Cine .

Met B & his friend - Yoga there .

Off for Pool then .

( Winner stays )

First round : B + Yoya
2nd round : B + Ting Ting
3rd round : B + his girlf

Then , B & Yoga left for arcade .
While TingTing & I continued our games (;

11pm , wanted to purchase Gong Cha but was closed .
TingTing left for home , while B , Yoga & i went to B's place .

Yep , drinking session :D
Been farrrrrkinggg long i've touched liquor .

Walked to 7-11 to purchase our mixers .

ChunWai came to join us too (;

Farking drunk -.-
Vomitted like a merlion , wtfwtfwtf ! =="
But feels a little more sober after puking :D

B vomitted too .
Gahhh !

Thanks Yoga & ChunWai for taking care of us :/

They escorted us back to B's place , then left for home .

Seeing him feeling so terrible , hurts me a ton .
& makes me feels so useless as i can do nothing about it to make him feel any better ):

Left his place at 6am , and dropped dead the moment i got home .

21st Jan 2012

Woke up surprising early , which i have never expected myself to be .

So , went to get prepared and off to meet a blogshop owner to collect my dress :D
Then , trained to Bishan first ... to get Koi for B .

Trained to YCK , then cabbed to B's place due to the heavy rain .

Soon after his parents came back , he went to get prepared and we left for dinner at TPY together with his aunt from Cambodia and another two uncle .

After our dinner , B's daddy drove us to Yishun to meet both Aloy & ChunWai .

Safra for bowling .
3 rows of games for the 4 of them .

Hmm , saw something that i shouldnt see & thus , my mood was being brought down to the lousiest end .

Went out , to chat with someone on the phone .
Not in a mood for joke , but .. thank you !

Yes , im affected !
Who doesnt !? =="

I mean , doesnt that person know you are farking attached !? Wtfwtfwtf .
Im speechless , totally . I simply have no words to put into my current feeling now .

Please my dear , know where you stand okay ?
Or do you need me to remind you ? Thick skin much .
Disgusting person portrays disgusted acts . My god .

Had a talk with him , and cabbed to B's place afterwards .

Was talking at the staircase , to clear things out .
But the ventilation there suck a big time , and caused me so damn freaking weak .

In-need-of-fresh-air .

Yes , cleared things out with him finally .
Problems solved .

But still , im still feeling rather indignant over this matter .
Teach me , how to be brave to always overcome problems like this .

Im always running away from reality ,
and never to face the music .

Kay , that sucks .

I need a room to breathe .. to vent my frustration .
I need to de-stress . Kay , not a perfect excuse to hit the club .. but still .. i need a day to prevent my imagination from running wild .
Yes , a day . Just a day is more than enough for me :')

Bottling everything inside my heart ,
kills .

B's daddy drove me back home , then sent B's aunt to the airport .
Thanks !

I need to be a good girl now , and behave well .
I have to change , change to a better person ...
Not for anyone , but for myself .

Been home almost every alternate days only at 630-7am .
& Daddy thought i've been hitting the clubs and thus asking to cut down .
But the fact is that , i havent been going the clubs for months .

Bitch , you are just like Monday ..
Nobody likes you .

Hell great , if you happens to read my blog .
Cos , this is for you (:

Sorry , but i can tell you straight in your face that ..
I wont allow you to ruin my rs with him .

Get . A . Life .

2012-01-17T00:00:00.000+08:00

PS : USS WITH B WAS FARKING AWESOME ♥

14th Jan

Woke up extremely early on a Sat .
Can barely open my eyes even .

Woke up at 8am , and off to get prepared .
Reached Harbourfront at around 1030am , and B bought bread for me for breakfast [:
But , I rarely eat when I'm just awake /:
Still , thanks B ! (;

Took train to USS .
& the ride should have cost 3$ per person , but our case was different . Was 1.50$ each .
HAHAHAHAHA ! /:

Reached USS , and went to purchase the tickets :D
Kay , was my first visit to USS .
Ofcos am excited .

Walked about first , then placed our bag in the locker .

Cylon ; our first ride .
Were pretty nervous , like duh !
Been rather long since I played something that thrilling .

Both girls , seated on my left side literally screamed from start to end == .
I swear I'm going deaf soon .
What's more , their screams were super sharp . Wthhh ~ .

Next ride , Human .
Hmm , was okay . I think it was better than Cylon .

But always after a ride , we will feel as though we were having hangover .
Hahahaha .

But definitely , it was all worth it .
F-U-N ! :D

Transformer ride was next !
Waited longer than the other two rides .
Was an awesome ride !!!
With 4-D effect , and it seems so realistic .
When there was a bullet exploding infront of us , we can actually feel the heat . Woooosh

Those rides messed up our hair , and thus .. B's hair was being combed back .

Took out our bag from the locker , and went to have our lunch :D
Pizzzzzzzza . The slice of the pizza was surprisingly large .
And yummehhhhh ! ^^

And , we went to watch the donkey show .

Next up , Shrek Show !
Was fabulous ! Naiseeee ! (;

Then , told B I wana try the Madagascar ride ... And therefore ...

Yep , B played the ride together with me ! :D
Kind of awkward though /:

I've always wanted to have this sweet yet childish ride with my boyf , but never the opportunity .
But nowww .. , yes . Dream comes true :D
Thanks B ! ♥♥

Never fails to camwhore .
Kay , let the picture do some talking now :P

I prayed to not rain , but forgot to pray for a little less sun that day :(
The weather are really too much . Gahhhh .

& we walked and walked and walked .
Walked the whole day , from 11am - 6pm .
Fatigued much ]:

Left USS at 6pm , and off to Vivo first .
Then , Bugis to meet B's friends .

B went to have steamboat with his friends , whereas i went to find Shan , Xin & WeiXiang for steamboat too .

Once we finished our dinner , B waited for me downstair of the place i had my steamboat .
Shan , Xin & WeiXiang left for home afterwards .

While we went to the arcade together with B's friends .
Trained to PayaLebar , and we bus-ed to B's house .

Went straight to wash up and clean ourselves up .
Cant stand the stickiness in us anymore . Ew .

Hair dryed , off to bed .
While B went for some drinking session with his friends downstair .

Slept till 3am , and was waken up by the thunder .
Gave B a call , cos he havent reached home !! Hmphs !

Back to sleep , and was awake at 9+am the next morning .
Idk why i cant sleep well . Probably bcos im not used to sleeping outside still /:

But in between , i fell asleep countless of times .. and up again every hour later .
Fml much .

B woke up at 2pm , so do i .

B's mama cooked lunch for us :D
Thankyou ♥

B's mama instructed B to clean up his room after his lunch .
So yup , helped B to tidy up his room .. while he does his wiring thingy .
Folding of clothes , cleaning of his cupboard / door / wall .
LOLL .

Then i told B :

" B , we seems like a married couple " .

& he replied :

" I know " .

Kay , im slow .
He realised it even earlier than me /:

& helped B's mama to peel ginko nuts .
5pm , B's mama left for salon .

& we continued to do what we are left undo with .
He continued with his wiring , while i helped his mama to fold that whole chunk of clothing that was left at the living room .

Time flies unexpectedly .

8pm , went to have our dinner .
Had the same thing we had for our lunch .

Left B's place at 930pm , and cabbed home afterwards .
So reluctant to leave B's side ):
After a "Goodbye" , and eventually parted with B .
Kay , i abhor that part totally .

Got home , bathed and slept .
Lay flat on bed literally .

The next day , woke up for school .
Kay , was late for 20mins /:

School from 1pm-3pm .
Went to meet B for lunch / dinner .

Left B's place at 7+pm , and home sweet home .

Im falling asleep soon !
& i've to wake at bloody 8am. WTFBBQ .

Heyy Love ♥
Thanks for suggesting to go USS , cos i simply had so much fun with you that day .
I've enjoyed spending every moment with you so far .
Though you are always bullying me ):

I have never know l-o-v-e could be so simple till i met you .
Im contented just by having you beside me ..
& thanks for making my life complete now .

I know you will be the one i will choose , now & always .
So ... stay close ... dont go .

I will promise to never give up on our rs & put in my best effort .
Yes , our plans .
I sincerely do hope it will come true one day .

See you in another few hours' time !!
Just cant get enough of you ♥♥♥

1months 6days ..
&
counting
on
.

I am never gonna to let go of this hand .

; Close together or far apart , you're forever in my heart .

2012-01-13T16:15:00.000+08:00

PS : Now , i've come to realise why am i so freaking tired .
Cos , i've been out for 3 consecutive days , and only reached home past midnight .. and up in the early morning / afternoon .

& am currently munching on the chocolate B bought for me :D

Tuesday : No-School-Day

" WHY ARE YOU STILL SLEEPING !? YOU HAVE SCHOOL AT 1PM ISNT "
- Mama

I jumped up immediately , not bcos I thought there was school .. but her voice ~ .
Wthhhhh ! She doesn't have to scream her lungs out , thats for sure .

" THERE IS NO SCHOOL TODAY ! " .

When I'm officially awake , my mama told me :

" I will tell your dad that you skipped school today " .

-__________-
Kay , fine . Up to her .
Its the fact I have no school on EVERY TUESDAY .

Reached POSB Bank at 430pm sharp ! ^^
And , the queue was still so bloody long .____.
Had me waited till 530pm in order to talk to them . Gahh .

BBM Malcom saw me .
& he says that he bet i enjoy working here that's why I keep coming here very occasionally [:
I miss them , just so much .

Afterwhich , went to meet WeeXin at Bugis .

Had a heart-heart talk with her ...

& yes , guys are all jerk .
They are best at
✔ toying girl's feeling ,
✔ act like as though they were interested in them , but actually they arent .

Having tons of girls isn't something to be proud of ,
having one ... is .

Shan came afterwards , and went to have our dinner .

Pool after our dinner .

WeiXiang came along too , and home sweet home .

Wednesday : Skipped-School-Day & back to SG day

Happy First Month Anni , Love ♥ 

This is the day i have been waiting for .

He is away for exactly a month . I wonder how i survived without him for that one month . Gahh .

Without any meet-ups at all . Plainly using the apps of Line & Viber .

So , gave school a miss and went to the airport to fetch him .

But was lateeeee :X

Sorry B .

Met his aunt & cousin .

Then , his uncle came and fetched us over to B's house .

Passed him his first month's gift :D

Yep , was the stitch the other time when i was shopping with Auntie Ow .

With a photo of "us" .

Yep , this is the stitch im talking bout .

B gave me a love letter :D
He said , it was his first time giving a girl a love letter ^^
Yep , he just gave me something priceless for our first month (;

Carter Quek & Jocelyn Heng Yi Xuan's real life fairytale ♥

Waited for B's mama to be back home so as to settle his NS thingy .

His mama damn kewt , can !?
" Fark laaaa " .
HAHAHAHA ! :D

Afterwhich , B's mama brought us for dinner at AMK .
Then , back to B's house to settle his NS singpass thingy .

Cabbed home afterwards .

Thursday : Morning lesson from 12pm-2pm

Unable to sleep well for the whole day . Hate sucha feeling , whereby your eyes are super tired but aint your mind .

Woke extremely early for school ; 930am .
Met Pearline and headed to school together .

Finally a day am not late for school .
On-the-dot ! :P

After school , rushed home for a short nap .
And up again at 5pm .

Had dinner at home , and went to get prepared .
Initially , planned to meet 7pm @ Cine . But B & I was late .
But he arrived later ; 8pm ! Rofls .

Both friends of B's came - Faiz & ........ ?

B had his dinner . Then , went to purchase our movie tickets .

Sherlock Holmes : A Game of Shadow .

Blah , went in to get seated .
Kay , catch no balls . LOL .
Probably too worn out to stay focused throughout .

Cabbed , and reached home at 630am .
Restless much .

B , i want our photos in your camera !! :D

Friday - Lesson-Postponed-Day

Yep , lesson was being postponed .
So , gonna spend my day at home today .

But Daddy doesnt believe me that today's lesson was being postponed =="
Attended school twice this week :/

Im falling alseep naozx , my goodness .

& USS TMR with B ! ♥♥♥
Hopefully it doesnt rain !! (;
*pray hard*
& also pray that i am able to wake early in the morning :/

I love the way we look at each other ,
knowing that we both love one another..
without even uttering a single word .

2012-01-09T22:50:00.000+08:00

Feels rather odd wearing school uniform after .. 3 fooking months or so .

I'm graduating soon .
Yes , another few months to go and I'm officially out from this school .

Am pleased with the new time table :D
No school on every Tuesday .
Kay , that's great .
To add on , 2hours of lesson everyday only .
Wooot ! ^^

First day of school .

Lesson @ 1pm , but woke up earlier to meet jiejie for lunch at Bedok .
Been two months since i last saw her . Misses*

Were late for schl for 20mins .

Lesson for around 40mins , and dismissed afterwards . LOLL .
What's the purpose of going to schl today , might I ask ?
No attendance was being marked even .

Went to bind our report .
Saw GuanKiat & WeiXiang .

" MAMA " - called out by GuanKiat .

HAHAHAA ! Kay , its actually one of my pet phrase ; Mama .
During our training , he sat beside me by coincidence and he would be hearing " MAMA " , coming out from my mouth very often .
So when we saw each other ... the first thing that we will say is :

" MAMA " .
HAHAHAHAHA ! :D

Kay , random much .

Back to Tamp , and went to find my colleagues ! ^^
The queue was terrible ==

My eyes turned watery the moment I saw my DSM - Noorliah .
I missed her so damn much ! But a pity that we didn't communicate much . Sighhhh .

Finally came at the correct day whereby i can get to see each & everyone of them ♥.♥

Home sweet home afterwards .

So how was your day back to school ? :D
#Am still trying to get used to it :/

2012-01-06T19:25:00.001+08:00

; Over thinking leads to negative thoughts .

Hey Hai !

Its gonna be a pretty short entry since i've been staying home for the past two days to rush my project .

You must be wondering why i have yet to complete despite staying home for two consecutive days .

Well , thats bcos im watching my korean drama while doing my project :/

Or ...

Singing / listening to songs while doing .

Hahaha , no motivation .
Tell me how , tell me what should i do ?! ]:
School is starting in another ..... 3 more days ?
Crap ! Im still stucked with my report -____-

Kay kay kay , i shall start focusing on my project alone .
Time is running up . Gahhh , damn .

I12 , the new shopping mall over at Katong with Belle , LiMin & Shirley .

Yomenya Goemon for dinner .

Am not a fan of pizza , but this taste really awesome ! (;

Shirley's place afterwards .
& she brought her new puppy down (:

Kay , its mad kewt ! ♥.♥
& she named her puppy "Baby" .
Then , i thought of Carter :/
HAHAHAHA ! :@

Gloria & Damien came along too .
Home with Damien .

Alrighty , time for project .
Gotta mug hard naozx .

Aint eggcited for school ]:
But am anticipating for 11th & 14th ! (;

Goodbye ,
Xoxo ; ☮

2012-01-03T18:00:00.002+08:00

; I've finally put behind a painful story in order to embark on a new adventure .

Its .... 2.0.1.2 !

Oh , rearrrrry ? But how come i feels nothing at all ?
No excitement , no nothing .
Just another day . Nothing special about it .

Countdown over at V3 with Shirley, WeeXin, Benson, Nicholas & two of Benson's friends .
JunJie, WeiLiang & 2 of his friends joined us afterwards .
Delwin & KaiShi were there too :D

V3 blackout several times =="
A tower of beer for us .
& yep , camwhoring as usual .

Definitely not a fan of beer ! Ew

Was my first time counting down outside for a brand new year .
Ehhh , not a nice experience though .

Baby called when the clock strikes 12am ! :D
Awwww ! But his background music were rather loud !
Bet he is in some club at Cambodia ! :/

No reception at V3 that day !!!

So when the clock was about to strike 12am , went out to get prepared to pick Baby's call (;

Just by talking to him for several seconds can actually brighten up my day ! :D

" Happy new year Baby ! Goodbye , I love you " .
& some " huh huh huh " in between .
HAHAHAHA !

Hanged , resumed back to V3 .
Stopped camwhoring and danced along with the music like there is no tmr .

3, 2, 1,
Now put your hands in the air ,
Shake your body down slow ,
Go on and bring and bring it back like you never did it before ,
Keep your hands in the air ,
While you drop it down low ,
Let me see you work it out like a stripper on a pole.

Just a random fact :

I didnt hit the club at all for the month of December !! :D
Kay , nothing to be proud of actually .

Quitting club slowly , for him .
Probably not going to hit the club for Jan & Feb too .
Cos , he is back ! He is my full time favourite entertainment ! :D
& i think he will be with me almost everyday ! So yaa , no chance to hit the club [:

Cheryl , Alan & Matt came afterwards too .
A tower of beer , again .
Gahhh , didnt really drink .

V3 ends rather early - before 4am .
Discussed about how are we supposed to go home .
So in the end , cabbed home alone with Nicholas .

& we took so effin long to flag a cab can !?
All i know is we kept walking forward and forward , till we reached Stamford Road .
Wthhhh . But had a really good chat with Nicholas at least .
Yeh , brand new year ; brand new start .
Leave those unhappy memories at 2011 .

When the past calls , let it go to voicemail . It has nothing new to say .

Managed to flag a cab only after near 2hours .
God damn it ! I will never celebrate NYE outside ever again ...
Terrible experience .

Reached home only at 6am .
Phewwww , tiring day .

Sense no fun at V3 anymore . Tsk .
Probably wont go again ? Idk uhhhh . See how it goes (:

I'm sorry to make you angry for the first day of 2012 . I didn't mean it ):
You know i still love you , right ? :D
Love you , precious ♥
& i totally cant wait for your return !! Just another .... week ! :D
Thats farkenawesome ! Wooooot .

I've a problem with myself . A major problem .
& that problem is , i trust people too easily and thus getting hurt so badly .

Tell me , how naive I was to believe what you have said in the past .
I get it now , really .
Everything seems so crystal clear now .
Its making sense , finally .
Thanks , bcos i have seen your true-self .

Though i still cant accept the fact the way how you treated me .
Thanks , honestly , seriously , really . I have learnt a wonderful lesson here ; Not to fall for words easily .
# Be naive no more .
& a total clean break with you .
Just doesnt want to get involved in ANYTHING that has got to do with you .
Goddamnyou .

* Not referring to my dearboy * 

2nd January `12 .

Mama woke me up early in the morning , and got so irritated =="
Dont blame me for showing attitude if you were to disturb my sleep :/
But still , Sorry Mama ! ♥

Went to get prepared , and out we go .
Sushi Tei for lunch with Mama & Sist .

Me like Jap Green Tea ! :D

I dont eat this !
Still wondering since when my Sist started eating sashimi .
Kay , even my parents doesnt have the liking of raw foods .

This is awesome ! [:

My stomach that day are really playing a fool with me .
Kept running for toilet -_____-
Stomach upset , gahhhh . Hate it .

After our lunch , Mama brought us to Bugis to pray .
Been so long since i last been there .

Sist left afterwards .
Daddy instructed me to accompany Mama for the whole day .
So yup , dropped my plan for the day .. for her .

Went shopping , and bought a skirt for myself :D
And several pairs of studs ^^

Back to Tamp to meet Daddy for dinner , and both of them went home afterwards .
Left for Bedok to meet Shan , WeiLiang & WeiXiang .

Saw WeiXiang in the bus , and i called his brother - WeiLiang instead .
LOL !

Went to meet Shan at Bedok Mrt Station , and went to meet WeiLiang .
Bedok Point for dinner .
Too full for more =="

Shirley came to join us later .
Home after dinner ! :D

# Doesnt mean im lonely when im alone .
Cos i was told that im never alone :D
Im glad i have you , love .
♥♥♥

Photos taken from my phone [:

2012-01-01T00:00:00.002+08:00

PS : Post-scheduled entry !

Yes , its a brand new awesome year .

2011 has been an enjoyable yet heartbreaking year .
Full of ups & downs .
People entered my life & exited through that 'exit door' .
I believe everytime i lose someone deary , another precious one will come .
Yes , its only a matter of time .

Im so glad that i have met :

( IN ALPHA ORDER )

Augustine

Hey ~~dude~~ best !
Its been quite awhile since we last met , but i understand .
You are busying studying , while im busying parting hard outside :/
Every 13th marks our friendship , i remember still !
I bet you do , cos you are always the one wishing me first ]:
So , let me be the first to wish you this time round :
" Happy 17months18days to us " .
& please , dont study to the extend of forgetting me !
Make some time for me , tyvm ! ^^
You know i love you , right ?
♥♥♥

Shan - She is also known as my Babe / Sheep Babe :D

This babe of mine , known her for barely a year & yet we are so motherfarking close .
We will whatsapp each other every single day without fail .
She is definitely someone i can confide to , trust & rely on totally .
We hide no secrets from one another .
Your secrets will be kept safely with me ... i promise (:
You ought to know why i am rather fierce to you at times , because i care about you .
As long as you think whats right & wrong , you will absolutely have my support (:
& can we meet up sooooon !?
I miss you just so much ! Gahhhh .
I Love You Babe ! ♥♥♥

Clubbing / Pokemon Battle Family

Just a few random some to let you know who is in this " family " of mine .
1st Row : Shirley , Kai Shi & Wee Xin
2nd Row : Damien , Nicholas & Benson

Im so glad i met you guys , seriously .
Because each time the liquor we bought , were to taste so terrible .
LOL HAHAHAHA ! Thats a fact , face it .
But you guys are really mad awesome , i swear .
Enjoy clubbing with you guys (:
Too many jokes , just way too many ...
And we didnt club together as a whole for quite some time already !
* hint hint *
Lets maintain like how we used to be now and continue clubbing throughout the years ! :D

IBA - My Current Class

Never a group photo ):

I've a wonderful bunch of girlfriends here to make my days in school filled with plenty of laughters & love everyday .
We do nagging & reprimanding at each others to show concern . HAHAH !
I will only regret , if i opt out of this school last year :D
I love each & every one of you ♥♥♥

Shirley.Teo

She is actually from my Nitec friend :D
Im rather impressed that we still do meet up so often more than the rest of them .
Im glad i know you ! :D
& lets plan an outing with the Nitec girls soon !
Its been so looooong man !
& drag them to go clubbing with us :/ Hahaha !
(But i doubt they will )
Lets have a heart to heart talk with them , and fill each other in :P
I like your steadiness , i mean it [:
3 years + of friendship & counting on ...
I love you ! ♥♥♥

Wee Xin

This girl must beware siaaa !
She always 'stomp' me & post it up on facebook ! Tskk ! So bad so bad .
But nevertheless , i still love this girl ! :D
Know her for couple of months only ? HAHAH !
Whatsapping with her can makes me laugh like mad at times .
I wonder if im gawking at my stupidity or our topic :/
But she is fun to be with !
Lets hit the club soon ! :D
Me Love You ! ♥♥♥

Carter , my one & only ♥

- Save the best for the last ! :D

( I still like this two photos of yours the most ! )

Its a pity that we didnt take any photo before you left ):
Nvm ! We will spam photos when you are back okie dokie ? ;P
I'll promise to cut down clubbing for you .
But you must also cut down drinking + smoking for me !
& i totally cant wait for 14th Jan to arrive !!!
Celebrating our 1st month anniversary over at USS ♥.♥
* Eggcited much *
Every little thing you do / say , can makes me over the moon for the entire day .
Im glad you came into my life ,
& gave meaning to the word " Love " .
Tell me , how can i ever resist someone like you ?
All i do is to find myself falling deeper & deeper as day goes .

You're my best gift for Year 2011 , i swear .
I gonna love you with all my heart & soul .
I promise to cherish you like no others did ,
Dote on you equally like your Mommy & Daddy ,
& to shower you with lots of my love :D
Babyboy , stay with me for year 2012 onwards ?
(:

Thinking of you is easy - I do it every day .
Missing you is the heartache , that never goes away .

I Love You , Precious Boy .
You're my one & only favourite BabyBoy .
♥ ♥ ♥

2011-12-29T17:30:00.001+08:00

; Im sorry to make you angry ):

28.12.11

As usual , camwhore before heading out ! :/

Went to pay a visit to my colleagues ^^
When I saw the security uncle outside , I called upon 'Uncle' & even tapped on his shoulder .. But he seems so blur ? Then I went to the CSA counter to look for my colleague , Normah .
Uncle came & told me he don't recognize me at all . HAHA ! I then ask him :

' Why can't you recognize me ? Bcos I look different ? '

" Ya , like this more cute " .
HAHAHA !

Awwww , it's not a good day to visit them cos most of them was on their off day ! ]:
Nvm , probably next week ! ^^

Saw the courier too ! He asked if i wants to return back to work isit . HAHA !
No , duh ! I wana have my holiday before school starts . But hell yeh , i miss my colleagues .

Left at 415pm , and off to meet Shirley .
The moment i saw her , my first question was ..

" Are you hitting the club tonight ? "

Hahaaa ~ . Must be la uh ! :X
Though we agreed not to at first .
As you know , the urge come&go within split second .

Marina Square , to buy what-i-needs-to-buy :D
Afterwhich , went to have our late lunch over at Just Acia .

& i regretted not bringing along my cardi =="

After our meal , off to Plaza Sing .
Daiso , to buy what-i-needs-to-buy (again) .
Kay , i will only reveal this "secret" only next year .

Walked around Plaza Sing , and bought a cardi from Cotton On and wear it on the spot .
Yes , im colddd .

Gahhh , bad encounter @ Plaza Sing which am rather affected .
Feels ..... 'molested' in a sense .

I cant imagine if Cater was with me =="

KFC for some snackers .
Then there was this indian guy beside our table , waved goodbye to me after he left -.-

I seriously wonder whats with that day .
Seems like a joke to me or rather , nonsensical shitzx .

Left for Shirley's house first , since her dog are looking around for her LOL .
But when we reached her house , her dog was already asleep .

So , was talking about this particular couple .
Indeed they last rather long ; years .

The scariest thing in a rs is that either of the partner's feeling fades away , when you are still so mad in love with him/her .

I was shaken by the fact that how on earth can one's feeling fades so incredibly fast .
It hurts a ton , way more than you can ever imagined .

Yes , i am currently in a rs .
Sweet at the beginning and sour at the end ; thats most of a couple ended up be .
Its true im mad in love with Carter now despite those disappointment we both received .
But that doesnt affect to playing a part towards my feeling for him .

His hand , are all i ever wanted to walk with down the road .

No relationship is a smooth sailing ones .
I believe if both put in enough effort , it will absolutely work out somehow .
Hey love , im prepared to put in my best effort and make you my last .
How bout you ? (;

Received a call from WeiLiang & was asked to head down .
He then drove us to V3 afterwards .

New Friend - Benjamin .

LiangZhu was already there when we reached .
& yup , went in afterwards .

Saw the Thai Guy and went to say " Hi " to him .
& he remembered me ! :D

He then told me that he was looking around for me that day ( Xmas Eve ) but i left already .
Awww . & the guitarist remembered me as well [:
Samuel wasnt there that night though .

2 bottles of Martell .

Didnt really drink alot :/
& sorry guys for being emo out of a blue .

I swear that the uncle , outside the toilet selling candies & taking care of people are really awesome .
Super duper caring + sociable .
No doubts that he remembered both Shirley & I too ^^

Everytime when we heads up for toilet , he will asked if we are okay & stuffs .
Then when i told him i am feeling nauseated , he will then stuff sour plum into my mouth .

& I went " ewwwwww " immediately .
I wonder what's his sour plum are made of . Sour ttm .

He will also took a hot towel & pressed against the back of our neck which will then leads to :

WIDE AWAKE .

He also will gave us sweets free of charge even .

I have never met such a person like him before .
Uber caring towards everyone .
Thanks Uncle for everything , you are simply fantabulous !

V3 ends kinda early ; 245am .

WeiLiang then drove us to Bedok Mac for supper .
Then , drove us back home .
Thankyou ! :D

1st visit to v3 : Awesome
2nd visit to v3 : Average
._______________.

Time for some short nap .
Can no longer withstand the tiredness in me .
Xoxo , ☮

Tell me , how sweet can my boyf be ? ♥.♥

I love you like a love song , baby ♥
Im waiting for 11th Jan 2012 , not bcos of our 1st month ..
But for your return ! I dont think i will be happy without you here .
Cos , the pain of missing you hurts a ton .

I love you ,
More than you love me .
♥♥♥

2011-12-25T19:35:00.000+08:00

Heyyyyy ! Before i start my entry , i shall wish you guys a ...

MERRY CHRISTMAS ! :D

Alright , here i go !

Went to shorten the strap of my watch first over at Tmall .
Kay , its a gift from my colleagues for my last day of work ):

Thanks everyone for the gift ! Was awesome ♥
I will definitely miss you guys , so much ):

Afterwards , went to board the train and meet Shirley inside (:
Continued our ride till Dhoby Ghaut and went to find Nicholas .

So yup , camwhore abit abit first while waiting for Shan :D

Cabbed down to Mount Sophia afterwards .

The place seems so eerie please !
Like as though we are at some haunted school .

& yup , Timbre for dinner ! :D
KaiShi & WeeXin were already there before us , with pizza & buffalo wings served after we reached :D

Moreeeee please ? [:

Virgin Sakura for Shirley & I :D
The lychee over there resembles eye ball , isnt ?

The band started their performance only at around 845pm ?
Waited so long , can !? Rofls !
But Shan left before the performance with WeiXiang . Tskkk .
But Aaron came .

And and , we can dedicate message / request songs & it will eventually appear on the screen infront !

SO , i dedicated this message :

Merry Xams to my Pokemon Battle Family ! (:

LOL ! All of us went laughing away after that ~ HAHAH !

Kay , "Pokemon Battle" was actually our whatsapp's subject .

Cam-whoring is a MUST , HAVE TO !

Separated our ways after dinner ; which is around 1020pm .

KaiShi went Neverland to look for her boyf ,
The two guys went Rebel ,
Whereas Shirley , WeeXin & I went V3 !

Cabbed down , and was there waiting for Shirley's friend to arrive .
So , went in first while waiting for them .

15$ for the entry fee that day ! :D

Then while waiting , this thai girl came and talked to us (:
She is damn pretty , i swear !

Kay ! She requested me to wear the hat + mask to take photo with her .
LOL , wthhhh ~ .

When Shirley's friends reached , went to the table righttttt @ the front . LOL
Kay , its good to be seated rightttttt @ the front ! (:

Yes , beer + rvsop .
Stopped drinking when i got myself so damn high .____.

And there is this Thai guy , who came to our table was ........ damn cuteeee !
Kay , when he told me his age .. i was taken aback totally .

Freaking thirty.years.old . Wtf ?
He seems like he is only in his twenties ==''

And he was stunned when i told him my age too , HAHAHA !

Kay , my fucked up tipsy face -___-

And lets countdown for XMAS !! :D

Wooot , they are sexy & we know it ~

He is awesome in dancing , i swear !
& we made him drink .. just so much . HAHAH .

Sudden urge to club with Xin !!! But too bad ~ .
So we just danced there LOL . ONLY our table , and the table next to us were dancing and got ourselves so high high touch the sky .

Then this guy , out from nowhere .. gave me a flower ? O:
Pretty shocking . But thanks ! :D
But sorry , cos i lost it LOL ! :/

Kay , just so i know .. he is called Samuel .
I thought he worked there -.-
Okay okay , my mistake ! Sorry ~ :X

More photos ?? :D
Sorry , you cant turn me dowwwwn ! HAHAH !

Left - The guy next to our table .. that wants to know me .
Right - One of the thai girls there ! :D

The guy , named Matt .. asked me why i kept eating ice . LOL
Cos idw drink anymore ! I dontwant to get drunkkkk !
I've my own limits ~ .

I didnt expect myself to be enjoying so much at V3 !
My god my god . I am missing the place now , damn .

I wana go V3 again , soon soon soon ! :D
To find them & rock the place again ! (;

Wanted to leave , BUT didnt .
WHY !?

Cos they were playing the song , "Turbulence" . LOL
Omg , stay put & danced then . HAHA !
Wanted to say bye-bye to the Thai guy , but i couldnt find him ):

Left afterwards .
& its so damn freaking hard to flag a cab -.-

Sat down outside V3 first , and there was this guy who took out his xmas hat and wear it on my head for me before he left .
*blush*

Kay , he is none other than the guitarist .
Noticed him when he was on stage with his guitar (:

Thanks for the xams hat ! :D

After partying's face = shag face .
LOL .

Cabbed home with WeiLiang & LiangZhu then .
I swear that its so damn fucking hard to flag a cab outside V3 -.-
ROFLS !

This is how i spent my xmas eve ! & no doubts that i've enjoyed myself so damn freaking much .
How bout you ? (;

Photos from my iPhone !
Idk why , but i seems exceptionally fair here .
Lmao .

& not forgetting my incredibly fun colleagues ! ♥

# Im satisfied with my current life now .
I dont need any changes at all .

Miles apart , but we will never be apart .
I love you , Carter .
♥♥♥

2011-12-23T17:00:00.001+08:00

✈Distance is never a barrier ....
I hope .

Off on Monday ! :D

Woke up only in the afternoon , and went to get prepared soon after I had my brunch (:
I'm sorry for the waiting , Auntie Ow ! :/
& the train that day moves sooo slowly == ! *annoyed*

Met ShiYing @ City Hall , and went to have our ......

CHOCOLATE FONDUE ! ♥
@ Anderson's of Denmark .

Yes , family fondue for the both of us ... and we even crave for more ! :D

Their chocolate is awesome ! Am a chocolate loveeeer here ! *wave*
Especially white choco !
Kay , just to be more specific .
Am a junk food garbage bin here ! LOLL

I have sweet tooth ! But , I will refrain myself from consuming much cos I know it's unhealthy !

After our fabulous chocolate dessert , off for shopping !! :D
Spent near 300$ within two consecutive days . Rofls !
Kay , I should off my money tap LOL
But rather hard uh ! =="

Accessories ; hair clip + necklace + ear studs .
Damn ! One of my ear hole closed !! ):
It's already the ... 4th ones ! Tsk
I understand why it close , bcos I don't have the habit of putting anything on my ear .
Kay , probably used to but not anymore .
I ought to start putting it now !

And and , I hates sales assistance who belittle us , students !
Like wtf ? Students ? SO !? Not human mehhh ? Wtf ! -'-

Continued our shopping trip :D

We walked around the whole Suntec & Marina Square without finding it boring at all !
In fact , we kept laughing away . HAHAA !
Nice shopping experience with Auntie Ow :D

NewLook was next .
I didn't expect myself to be looking for boots heels anyway ~ .
But , my eyes got carried away due to the variety of heels there ! :O
& this pair of boots heels caught my attention instantly !
What's more , it's under a 50% category ! :D
It's a great steal isnt !?
( Will be blogging of my pair of boots heels in the next entry ! )

When there is nothing for us to shop , we left for home afterwards .
Oh wait , sudden missing of my Babe ! :D
So , went to Orchard to fetch her from her workplace at 10+pm (:

After meeting her , went to find my Sist & BoQiang over at Ice Cold Beer (:
Absolutely not a fan of beer ! Ew !
& im sickkkkk ! Was told to not drink too ~ [:

Kay , drank a mouthful and it tastes ... exceptionally better than any other beer i drank before .

Had their chicken wings for my dinner ! ( Too busy for dinner ) -.-
& it taste great ! Well marinated !
Crispy on the outside & tender in the inside

Cabbed home with Babe first ! :D
So damn tired the next day X.X

Came across this i-dont-know-what-is this thingy over at Suntec !
Seems rather interesting ! :D

Friday

So damn effin reluctant to say " Goodbye " .
2months 2days seems like 2years to me .
The feeling , indescribable .

I still remember counting down to my last day , a month ago to my colleague .
& now what ? Its already end of my internship . Everything seems so fresh to me , like it just happened yesterday . Sigh ~

" I will miss you "
It sour my heart totally ):

Yes , i will miss all of you too ! Including the security uncle & cleaner auntie !
& the courier(s) too . LOL !

Okay , there is this courier who will come to our branch everyday at a specific timing to collect our cheques ... and , my DSM ( Deputy Service Manager ) told me he will ask where am i whenever im not around .

Then yesterday , his friend came to collect the cheques and told me :

" My friend say he will miss you when you leaves " .

I was taken aback and kept quiet afterwards .
* Shy * ..

Anyway ! I bought chocolate(s) & sweets for them !
Cos they were too busy to replenish their tidbits and tadah !
Here i am buying for them ~ :D

Kay , am feeling ABIT emotional now . Tskkkk .

JOCELYN WILL MISS ALL OF YOU TOO !
♥♥♥

Thanks for the guidance throughout my whole internship , and ...
Sorry for being late for work at times .

Three words that maintain a friendship to an everlasting ones ;
" Keep In Touch " .

Sensitive & lack of security .
Will you still love me for who i am ?

PS : THIS IS A POST SCHEDULED ENTRY ! **

2011-12-20T21:35:00.000+08:00

; I miss you , a lot .

; Relationship isn't a game whereby you can insert a coin to start all over again .

▻ Sunday ◁

Happy Birthday Daddy ! ♥

I admit im a little rebellious ~~at times~~ most of the times :/
But thats bcos you restricted too much of my freedom ! Tsk .
I know your care & concern may be a little from others uh .... ! LOLL
But nevertheless , i still ♥ you ! :D

And guess what did i do when i've some spare time ? :D

Yes , i played with my hair !

Getting bored with my current hairstyle =="

Anyway ! KimGary for dinner .
Never gonna dine there again . I mean , their standard dropped like farkkkkk seriously .

After our meal , its ....

SHOPPING TIME ! ★.★

Bought a rouge from Chanel & an eye liner from M.A.C .
Whereas Mama bought Chanel's pressed powder + rouge too .

Done purchasing , Levis was next .
Daddy's shopping this time round . LOL
He bought himself a pair of jeans + belt ?
& he took a freaking looooong time can !? =="

BUT , im glad my Sist & I went around looking for my school shoe in the meantime .
Otherwise , i would have been bored to death while waiting . Rofls .

High cut shoeeeee ♥
A change of style this time round . HAHA !

Face Shop , to get my nail polish .
Kay , the colour is damn naise ! Shall paint it on my nails when i've the time to do so (;

After im done shopping , called Daddy & asked them to meet us outside Charles & Keith to look for my boots heels .
Have a liking of boots heels out of a blue . Idk why either . LOLL .
Been searching up & down for a suitable ones , but .... when i finally found one , the spree was closed -.-
Kay , whatever ...
( I bought mine yesterdayyyy already ! Stay tune for the next post ! )

And am searching for those slightly above ankle will do .
Its SG here , not considering those boots heels like :

Its too exaggerating to wear such in SG -.-
Mad hot , i swear . But no doubts that its pretty !

Home after purchasing the cake ! :D
Am definitely not a fan of chocolate cake .

Cos tonight im loving you ♥
Tendays , ♥

A sneak peek of Monday's outing ~ :D

2011-12-16T21:00:00.001+08:00

There are alot of people who call you by your name .
But there is only one person who can make it sound so damn special .

Been sick for the past few days .
Fever + sore throat + cough + flu . Wth ! Combo siol ~

Was my off day on Tuesday , so i took the opportunity to get well asap and return back to work the next day .

Thankfully that my fever has subsided :D
But .... my throat ... hurts a ton .

Mama called me this afternoon to ask how am i feeling & so , i told her my condition . She then insist me to consult the doctor & have an MC for tmr ! ~.~

Kay , im reluctant to do so .
But since she insisted , then so be it .

Ms.Felina came over to pay me a visit and she told me that i seems happy working here .
Yes , i am . I got to admit that .
I dont sense any generation gap between my colleague & I despite our age .

Boss Malcom popped me a question & it stunned me a moment .
He asked if i go disco ? LOL

I then replied , No . But i go club . HAHAHA !
& so he asked me which club that i prefer .

My reply :
Rebel & Phuture ♥

" I used to go Phuture ! But was 14years back " - Boss Malcom .

I laughed momentarily .
Meaning i was 5years old back then .
Kay , i sounds so young hereeee ^^

Colleagues have been telling me to tighten the wire in my brain :/
HAHAHA ! But the problem is that , they are the one who made me laugh like mad always !!
Am always crapping with them , like as though i've known them for years .

Promised myself to be an early birdie for the last week !
Gonna reach at 8am everyday without fail ~ :')
Planned my off days on both Monday & Saturday already .
Awww . I will definitely miss them for sure ! I'll pay them a visit whenever im free ! :D

Kay , time for some rest now !
Xoxo , ☮ .

Spot Baby Jocelyn ! :D :D :D

; Cherishing every moments .

2011-12-11T20:25:00.001+08:00

One of the best things in life :
when someone you love holds your hand

Saturday .

Work as usual .
& , i've decided to put Keyboard lesson to a stop .
The fact is that im really too busy to practice .
Havent been touching my keyboard for weeks .

So , next lesson is gonna be my last lesson :')
Kay , ofcos im abit reluctant ... but .. think of the brighter side !
At least i wouldnt feels guilty for not practicing :/

Anyway , home after keyboard lesson .
Slept and up again at 5pm .

Went to get prepared , and i literally lost track of time !
When I looked at my clock , it shows 6.30pm .. when im supposed to meet my girlfriends at 7pm ? LOL

Rushed like mad after that .
Alighted the train at PayaLebar , and decided to flag for a cab till Orchard ; CentrePoint .

Dinner over at :

Crystal Jade Ginseng Chicken & BBQ .

Im glad i wasnt the only one who was late :/
HAHAHAH !

So sweet of them to BBQ for me , when i went to the ladies upon reaching .

Okay , some comments for this place .

Limited foods .
Service suck a big time .
Foods were pretty normal .

Overall : Unsatisfactory .
Not worth the money -.-
Each about $31/- .

First & last time dining for sure .

My girlfriends passed me my belated gift too .
Thanks everyone ! ♥
& my Auntie Ow put on the necklace for me ~ ♥.♥

Its really a very unique piece of necklace i've ever received so far .
Really love it ♥
TYVM :D

After our meal , requested the staff to bring in the cake to start the mini celebration (:

Hope you like the gifts we bought for you ! :D
Happy 19th Birthday ~ :D

After i had my slice of cake , left the place first and went over to Cine to meet Carter .
Was super lateee !
Initially , our plan was to meet at 830pm .. But , due to the celebration .. the timing was being dragged to 10pm ? :/
So sorrrrrry !

Went to purchase the ticket , "You Are The Apple Of My Eye" at 1205am .
Carter & his friends played pool while killing time .

Movie started , and the beginning of the movie were rather hilarious . LOL
Was an awesome movieeee !

For those who have yet to catch this movie , go catch it soon !!
Oh well , i've learnt something through this movie .

Be brave and go for the one you truly love before its all too late .

Movie ended at 2am ?
Cabbed to Carter's place to slack .
He's really full of nonsense , like always .

Reached home at 630am ?
Dropped dead immediately .

I dont know if im a little to selfish to state such conditions to you .
Yes , things will eventually change after months .
You're the of my eyes .

# 10th Jan .
I'm waiting .

2011-12-07T21:05:00.001+08:00

* I should clean the mirror first before cam-whoring in future *
:/

; There are no regrets in life , just lessons .

Sigh sigh sigh ~
Just another 12days more ~
I've already decided to take my off days on 14th , 19th & 24th :D
I can survive till the end , hopefully without any MC ^^

& I have yet to open counter . LOLL
Just an hour for the first few weeks ? Lack of manpower , no choice .
So I will do the backroom stuffs ; auditing documents & so .

Anyway ! Tied my hair during work yesterday & my colleagues told me that i looked better like that .
Just feels alot neater :/ HAHA !

And and , i dropped my god damn phone during work & my dustcap broke into two -.-
How nice . Wtf .

Went to find Jerome after work .
& we had strawberry milk LOL
Kay , thats random .

Slacked under his house .
I swear i can confirm that his fav past time is to bully me . Grrr .. super idiot .

& i wonder why im always so easily duped by his words =="

Him : Eh , you changed your phone cover ?
Me : ( Forgotten what i've said ) .
Him : Took my phone away & say " CONFISCATED " .

WTFBBQ . He claims im forever that busy .
No , thats not a fact . Im currently leading a much peaceful life than before .

I swear he is such an ass ! He took alot of my unglam photos !! Rofls !

TOO BAD ! ;P
( But there is more in his phone -.- )

Left at 7+pm , and off to Bugis to meet Shan & Shane✩ .
Had Pastamania for dinner (:

Shane✩ passed Babe & my present :D

FYI , marie cat belongs to me [:

Thanks so much ♥
She was baking cookies for us and thus ended up late .
Awwww , super sweet sia this girl ! :D

Brought this to work today ! (;

Sad to say it became crumbs instead when i brought it home yesterday :/
Good effort ✔

& was planning how are we going to celebrate Xmas together :D
Yep , going Timbre . Catch me thereeeee ~ (:

Home with Babe after our dinner .

As for today , checked near thousand of vouchers for them -.-
I swear i see double images after that . LOL .
Lunch time , Babe & TingTing came over to meet me ^^

Back to work an hour later then .
Oh well , nothing special .

My convo between DSM ( Deputy Service Manager ) .

Me : It seems like this place is my house siaaaa .
DSM : I can tell .
Me : * Embarassed *

Cos i walked around bare footed :/
I mean , when im in the backroom . DUH .

Im always crapping with my DSM . She is soooo cute , i swear ! She will entertain me with my jokes even :/

There was once where i asked her " Where will you be sitting ? "
Im referring to , " Which counter will she be sitting " .. but i cut it short .

And guess whats her reply ?
.
..
...

" On your lap " .
LOL

I then replied :

" I knew it ! Cos you wana do lap dancing right ! "
HAHAHAHAHAHHA WTF !

Kay kay kay , time for my trip over to lalaland soon .
Xoxo , ☮ .

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger , stronger .

Just me , myself and I ...

2011-12-04T18:15:00.000+08:00

; You've to learn to forget the people who forget you .

Home after keyboard lesson .
Slept for an hour , and up again . Pathetic much ):
Totally deprived for sleep .

No time for dinner before our movie .
My Saturday always have been an hectic ones . Rofls .

Caught Breaking Dawn Pt`1 @ 720pm with Augustine :D
All i can say is , their story book is more interesting & detailed !
But overall still .......

Renesmee is damn cute !!! Love her eyes totally ! Its totally mesmerizing !
& i bet Bella would be damn gorgeous in Pt`2 ! Cant wait to see Bella in her vampire's form .

After movie , went to find Frederick over at Acid Bar .
Had a small chat with him , and left afterwards .

And ... a sudden decision to go clubbing O:
Psycho-ed Shirley to go with me ~

Met Shirley over at Vivo at 1030pm .
And walked over to Powerhouse to meet Benson , Nicholas & Victor .
Obtained our chop , and went to find JunLe & ZhiYong .

They had Martell , and we had ... Scotch . Its damn disgusting ttm =="
Didnt really drink much that day . Idk why , but im starting to detest liquor -.-

Kay , thats great . & say NO to club next week !
Been going almost every week , tsktsk . Terrible .

Photo-taking while drinking ^^

Left - Shirley
Right - Benson

Left - Nicholas
Right - Victor

Left - JunLe
Right - ZhiYong

JunLe & ZhiYong went in to find their friends first , as we have to try to clear our bottle of Scotch -.-
But we didnt managed to , cos its plainly horrible .

Left at 1am , and went to queue up .
Re-entry's queue took so long that we entered PH an hour later . Wthhhhh !

& it was so damn crowded ! My goodness .
The songs werent as nice when i was queuing outside ==
Grrrr ! I dont think i'll ever wants to go PH anymore :/
I'll bound to have a second thought when i was asked to go PH in future .

Even the podium(s) were all so packed . Rofl !

Wanted to leave at 330am , but Benson & co doesnt wants to :/
The music doesnt interest me anymore , so left the place with Shirley at 415am .

Was told that the train that day has 24hours services ?
Trained from Harbourfront to Outram Park , and decided to cab back home LOL

Cos the waiting time for the train to move are frustrating -.-

Shirley's place first , then mine .
Reached home at 5+am , and lay flat on my bed immediately .

I think .... I ....
No , impossible .

2011-12-01T21:20:00.004+08:00

PS : Munching on Toblerone white choco while blogging now ! ♥.♥

Its gonna be a pretty short update as am having a headache now ! Damn .

Monday - OFF ! ♥♥♥

Tuesday - Worked from 830am - 330pm ! ♥♥♥

Wednesday - Colleague bought me Mac for breakfast ! ♥♥♥

Its been soooo long since i last had mac breakfast ! She bought it for me as a form of gratitude as i've been helping ~~her~~ them to sort their forms all the times . Thanks Auntie Radiah :D

Thursday - Bye November !

( Click the picture for larger view )

Lunch with Mama & Aunt over at Soup Restaurant .

( Photos snapped by iPhone ! Surprisingly satisfied with the outcome . )

Resumed back to work , and dinner with my mama after work ((:

Im starting to love my job ! :D

A - sense - of - satisfaction .

There was a lady who asked for my name today , seemingly satisfied with my help ^^
& i like those feeling when im able to help the customer with their transactions .
I dont know , but i just feels happy when they are happy . LOLL

Okay , time for beeeeed naoxz .
Super duper mama sleeeeeepy ! Zzzzz

A pretty good start for the last month of the year :D
& crap , been spending $ like free of charge lately . Wtf .

But i would love to see parcel placing on my desk when im home (:
* Surprise ! * HAHAHHAAH ! Crazy .

My baby cousin !! :D

BACKDATED PHOTOS !

; Some things are never lost , just simply misplaced .

2011-11-27T22:40:00.002+08:00

; I hate myself for allowing my tears to flow , bcos of you again .

I always thought I would be more than happy to end this internship .. But I realized that was never my intention . In fact , I found my eyes became watery after my boss told me :

" I will bring you to eat on your last day of work . "

My heart sank immediately afterwards . Sighhhhh ~ ):

& sorry Auntie Ow for not being able to attend your birthday celebration !
I hate menses so so so much seriously ! It hurts like a bitch , i swear .
I will meet you soon , i promise . I will definitely make it up to you ... ! :D

Anyway ! Work as usual on a Saturday , and then followed by keyboard lesson .
Home afterwards for a short nap , and up again to get prepared .

Agreed to meet Alphonese at 6pm over at Somerset .. but both ended up late .
BUT , i was even later ! An hour late :/
Oppsy ~

Initially , our plan was to watch movie then followed by dinner .
But bcos i was super late , the plan changed drastically .
Sorry !

Blah , walked over to Ion for dinner .
Was the place where Best introduced it to me the other time (;
" Go Go Curry " . It taste good !

Had chicken cutlet this time ! Awesome !
Even Alphonese says it was nice !

Cine , was waiting for his cousin - Vivian to arrive .
Both of them were deciding if they should go Rebel with me anot , and yup ! Cabbed down to Rebel then ..

Bouncer that day were pretty strict O:
& its Rebel/Zirca's 3rd anni that day !

Went over to Groove to find Aubrey awhile (:

Benson & Nic went over to Holiday Inn to purchase alcohol whereas the rest of us went over to the bridge opposite LiangCourt to wait for them .

Drink drank drunk afterthat . LOL

Entered Rebel only at about 1am ?
Wasnt high as compared to the other times i went there . Idk why either .
In fact , i wasnt really happy . Sigh .
I realised i cant club like my usual self when he is around . Fml .

No fun @ Rebel that night ):
So damn crowded !! ==

Somebody tapped my shoulder out of nowhere & asked if i know him ?
I replied , " No , i dont " . LOL
But it turns out to be my sec classmates - Andrew Ng ! Totally couldnt recognize him man !

Left Rebel @ 3am , and off for V4 with Babe & Shirley .

Feeling so unwell the moment i reached this place .
The whole place seems more like a smoking area to me . Tsk !

And then suddenly , there is this guy who tapped on my shoulder (again) and asked me to come over to his table . Babe asked if i know him anot , and i shook my head . So i ignored him .

Awhile later , this guy came again . He asked me if im Jocelyn . I merely replied , ya .
Then he popped a question to me : Do you know who am I ?

Question marks all above my head , and i replied " No " .
He then told him his name , " Im Fredrick , your sec schlmates " .

Hahahhaah ! So much of a coincidence to be able to meet two of my secondary mates that day !
Its like a " Lost & Found " day :X
But the thing is that , i couldnt recognized them when they are able to !
Bet i didnt change much uh ~ :P

Feels super embarrassed cos , he saw me gniyrc there !! ):
Wtf . Twice in a row . Damn .
First was over at Rebel , now at V4 . Wtf is wrong with me .
Yes , i can . I can get over ......... him .

Made friend with this Thai lady while queuing up in the toilet . She is super friendly !!
& she doesnt look like her age at all ! She even had a year old son too !
Was told that she will be leaving in a couple of days later ):
We had our number exchanged , and she also gave a peck on Babe & my cheek ^^

Oh , and i didnt drink at all !
Terrible headache ~ . & i dislike beer . I will puke after several cups ! :/
Left at 4+am then .

Im still trying ,
Trying to forget you ,
Trying to not miss you ,
Trying to .... live without you .

Seriously , idk why am I the one who always met fucked up ~~people~~ guys . Come looking for fights with me always == . Lame . Go fuck yourself if you have nothing better to do . I have no time to entertain retarded guys like you . Egoistic dumbfuck . Go get a life , kthxbye .

Left - Shirley
Right - Gloria

Left - Vivian
Right - Benson

Left - Damien
Right - Nicholas

Photos from my phone !

Left - Babe
Right - Alphonese

I gave you everything but it wasn't enough to make you stay .

.
..
...
HAPPY !? WTF

2011-11-22T00:00:00.002+08:00

; Over thinking leads to negative thoughts .

Its gonna be a random entry ! :D

Recently , the urge of inking my wrist keep appearing out of nowhere from my mind .
In fact , i've longed wanting to ink my wrist just that i am not courageous to do so .

IF im daring to do so , i may get it inked some time ! :D
I'll be putting either a peace logo or cursive writing on my right wrist .
Body art , you know [:

Kay , im still considering alright !
But none of my friends support my decision !
):

2011 is coming to an end real soon ; just another month plus .
CNY falls on January next year ? Wowow ! Thats fast ! I can start buying my newyear outfits ! :D

" Apparently , im giving myself an excuse to shop till drop " .

Oh well . I know i've changed drastically much for the past years , especially this year .

Started clubbing only this year . But never regretted , as thats when i met my awesome clubbing family ♥

& thats when i also know whats the meaning of :

Friends stay no matter what shit happens .

I dare not say its a bad year , bcos i've learnt a few pretty good " lessons " .
Basically , taught on how to open my eyes wider .. O.O

I've been thinking hard on what am i suppose to do after i am officially graduated from school .
I've three options in mind actually .

1) Further my studies .

PSB Academy , if im unable to go for gov poly . But the problem is , WHAT COURSE !? Tsk

2) Step into the " Adult-Society " .

3) Work for a year first , and consider if i would prefer working or studying .

If i would prefer working , then i will continue working .
But if i would prefer studying , then i would go straight for private school .

Kkay , seems like the 3rd option isnt a bad idea uh ?
Shall see how it goes first then .

Right now , im hoping for my internship to end .
Off day on the 28th ! :D
Yayyyy ~ gonna be a long weekend for me [:

Guys that are/have :

Rude
Attitude Problem
Egoistic
No Time Management
Flirt

TOTALLY turns me off .
I wont consider such guys ,
not a fucking single thought .

Be cautious to who you confide on as you may not know who are the ones that are sincerely caring towards you or merely just kpo-ing .

My baby cousin !
* jealous *

Imagine , how old will i be when she just started enjoying the age of owning half of her freedom - 18 ? Damn .

; mentally tired .. really

2011-11-19T16:09:00.000+08:00

; Pain is what forces us to grow .

I never knew what we were after that incident ,
but now i know . Just ~~someone~~ a substitute for you to pass your time .

Work has gradually becoming a part of my life .
Same routine everyday , nothing changes .

Awake at 7am ,

Wash up

Prepare my cup of Honey (Kay , I have a habit of drinking honey every morning the moment I'm awake ^^)

Bath

Rush like mad and

Dashes out afterwards .

Shall not elaborate much bout work since work has always been a bore to me .

After work , went to get changed in my workplace .
& my colleague , Janet smack my butt and say : Wear so short !
Lol ! She is definitely fun to be with ! I mean , it's kinda incredible to see myself clicking so well with ~~all~~ most of them deposit our age gap :O
I will miss them , after 24th Dec :')

After I got changed , went to meet Augustine straight at Bugis for pool session [:

After an hour or so , Pearline came over to find me [:
Ended our pool session , bid goodbye to Augustine and off to meet Jocasta & co .

Steamboat @ Xian De Lai .

Whenever we decided to have steamboat , this particular shop will appear out of nowhere in my mind . Haha !
Personally , I finds the food there is not bad .. so does their TomYum [:
Whatsmore , its air conditioned too . No fret that you will be sweating when eating .

Too hungry to snap any photos ! :/
Shallon came afterwards [:
Thanks for your gift !

Crossed over for some yoghurt ! :D

Erm .. it doesnt taste as good as expected !
But i can assure you that there are some other places which serve better yoghurt !

Left Bugis at 10+pm , and headed home with Pearline .
Saw Shan in the train ! HAHAH ! Coincidence max ~

Saw a parcel that is left on my desk when I'm home ^^
Guess what isit !?

Yep , the stuffs i bought from GMarket .

Look @ the dust cap !
Like a cute only ~ :D

The iPhone cover was bought from there too !
The colour is exactly the one i am looking for !
Between red - pink ! :D

Oh btw , only two of the dustcaps were mine .
I bought for my friends too ((:

Am going to take a short nap now ~
Going for my cousin's birthday chalet in another few hour's time , but its currently raining cats & dogs ? O:
My goodness .

Backdated Photos from Joseph .
( Thanks for the photos ! )

The photo above ^ , beside me was 姐姐 im always talking about .
Im glad i met Joseph , and then bringing me to find Jiejie :D
Truthfully speaking , i regard her as my god-mama instead :/
She dote on me so much like as though im her daughter .
I used to find her every week , after my school . But due to my internship currently , i only managed to meet her once per month ? :/
Kay , i feels so bad .
But still , me ♥ her ! ^^

I would rather leave now , still loving you ..
Than to leave later , hating you

Left - ShiYing ( Thanks for your gift ! )
Right - XiuHan

People come & go .
I believe if someone step out from your life ,
a better one will always appear sooner or later .

2011-11-14T21:40:00.000+08:00

; You never really can fix a heart ...

Sunday

Was out with Joseph & Jiejie :D
In the midst of walking over to find jiejie , the strap of my heels broke ==

So after meeting jiejie , cabbed down straight to City Plaza since we will be having our lunch there ^^

The moment we reached City Plaza , went to hunt for my temporary heels then . And only this pair of wedge caught my eye .

Was 69.90$ , but frankly speaking ... I don't even think it's worth that price .
But the sales assistant sold it to me for only 55$ :p

Yeh , Afc !
Jiejie ordered a whole spring chicken for Joseph & I :O ?
And she had half only . Hahaha !

Augustine came after that :D
Blah , could say it wasn't well planed . Due to the time constraints . Rofls

Cabbed down to Cine for our 5pm movie - Footloose !

Was awesome ! :D
Personally , I enjoy watching movie that has got related to music , dancing and bits of romance in it ^^

But was rather disappointed that it doesn't involves much of dancing , but in fact ... bout how to go easy with the rules & all .
Yes , challenge the rules .

As teenagers , we only live once in a lifetime ... therefore , we have to enjoy ourselves as much as we can now before we start to age .
Time waits for no one !

" Like I Give A Damn "

Don't give a damn about anyone and you will see yourself happier .
Trust me , it works . ( For Me ) .

Movie ends at 7pm !
Ion , for dinner + Babe's birthday gift [:

After buying Babe's gift , settled down at Go Go Curry for our meal .
The portion , healthy class is just right for me :D
Whereas Augustine had the economy class instead .

Not bad , worth the pricing (;

After which , went back to Tamp to meet Babe to go home together .
Slacked over at mac till 1030pm , and headed for home .

Sometimes the best way to not get hurt all over again ,

Is to shut your feeling towards everyone .

I'm sorry , bcos i've lost our last memories :'(

2011-11-12T18:52:00.003+08:00

Friday

Work as usual !
But this time round , i volunteered myself to stand at the " May I Help You Counter " to assist .
Seems fun ! :D

Lunch time , Babe came over to find me .
Time with her , flies ~ .

And it started raining cats & dogs .
Therefore , making the bank so damn cold -.-

5pm , Ben came over to fetch me from work [:
Had dinner with him at Texas Chicken .
Okay , am craving for Afc now ! * Tomorrow * ♥

Movie afterwards .

In Time @ 640pm .

Honestly speaking , their standard for Nachos dropped indeed .
Pretty disappointed .

Good story plot !
Worth watching ~ [:

After the movie , left Ben and headed off to Plaza Sing to fetch Babe from work ^^
Met Shirley , and eventually started walking over to Rebel .

This time round , entered from Groove due to the severe crowd @ Rebel .

After putting our bag(s) at Rebel , out to find Benson & Nicholas .

Went to find Delwin , Hillary & WeeXin over at the bridge .
Had Martell ! (;

Martell with Ice Lemon Tea =

Babe's friends was there too . Rather big crowd in fact .
So kept running over to Delwin & Co's to drink together . LOL :/

Went in at 1230am ?

Like finally ~ !

Yes , Rebel .. here i come ~ :D

A guy came & approached me when we first stepped into the dancefloor .
:O ? Pretty shocking ...

Yep , he requested if he can dance with me .
* shy * LOL

But the songs were rather alien to me and i wasnt pretty high enough . HAHAH !

Blah , so went to have our drink - Vodka with Lime . Me like this combi ! :D

After quite some time later after the "first" guy left , there is this another guy who wants to know me ? :O
Was dancing halfway , then Shirley came telling me that the guy on my left wants to know me .
Okay , got to know his name - Aubrey .

Blah , continued getting high :/
Idk why i can gets so high everytime i club . HAHAHAH ! Joke .

Kay , we kept heading in and out of the dance floor . Always . Idk why too ):

Since we entered from Groove , so we went Groove to have our free drinks ^^
Vodka with Lime , again . HAHHAHA !
& there is this angmo who tried to hit up with me ... :/
Babe disallowed me to communicate with him though .

Kay , yesterday was soooo bloody not me !!!
Idk what the fuck im doing also . Rofls ):
Just ignore me , please .

And and , there was this guy who wana puke at Nic outside the smoking area !? WTF !?
I dragged Nic away immediately -.-
Seriously wtf , idk what the fuck he wants -'-

Kay , we headed to the dancefloor again .
Got myself so high ~ HAHAH !

And we literally lost track of time !!!

Shan , Shirley & I planned to leave at 230am bcos i will be working the next day ):
But when i took out my phone , the time shows : 320am .
Grrrr !

Left , and ended up going back at only 345am ?
Slept in the cab all the way . Restless much .
Deprived for sleeps totally .

Saturday

Cant wake for work ! So gave it a miss :/
Wanted to visit the polyclinic after im fully awake .. but , was told by my friends that it closes at 1230am ? -.-
Then , roamed about nearby my house to look for clinic .
But , was all closed -.-

Kay , fml .

Keyboard lesson was awesomeeeee today ! :D

I played the keyboard , while my teacher played the electric guitar .
Kay , i exceptionally love this feeling :D

And there was a part whereby there is a duet with my teacher .
He said " JACKPOT " !
Cos ...... it was PERFECT ! :D

Impressed with myself today ! :P
Cos , i didnt have the time to practice my keyboard these few days ):

After effect of alcohol ~ :/

SNAP SNAP SNAP ♥
( Wtfbbq at my bloody red faceeeee )

; If you wants something , go for it .
Life is too short to wait .

2011-11-08T22:25:00.000+08:00

Hello ! :D

Was out with (Uncle) Jerome yesterday !
Initially , agreed to meet at 630pm .. but both ended up late .
But , i came later than him though :/

Off to Cine for movie then .

Apes of March @ 720pm .

Have no idea whats the story plot is all about =="
Dont ask me why did i chose this movie in the very first place , cos i can only see question marks all above my head .
Tsk ~ ! It bores me totally . Whatsmore , it has no ending too .

Rather stunned for the ending . No comments =="

After the movie , went for pool .

After several rounds , that dumbass Jerome came telling me that 2 balls was 'stucked' -.-
So we spent some time trying to " get the balls out " .

Indeed it startled us .
SO , i went to double check again .

Any idea where the balls are located at !?

BOTH CORNER OF THE PLACE WHERE THE BALLS WAS BEING COLLECTED AT !!!

Tell me , ANGRY ANOT !?
Give him one punch on his face ahhhh ! :X
So careless ! So blur ~ ROFLS !
APPLE + MUSHROOM ! GRRRR ~

And and , that uncle confiscated my phone !! ):
Damn ~ big bully !!!!
He says im like a business woman ; so damn busy .
Sarcastic only ~~~

Was 11pm , and i told Jerome that i wana head for home due to working the next day ):
I didnt even had my dinner too ):
Same goes for Jerome . So sorry ~ :/

Bought mac home for my lateeee dinner then . Pathetic much .
Got home at 12am ? Tsk .

Okay , and im turning 19 in a few hour's time ):
Perhaps i will be happier if im turning a year younger ... haas !

I dont know why but i just dont feel like celebrating my birthday ....
Sigh ~ .

PS : Hair Pee Bird Day to Myself , in advance .

Hi , uncle ! Thanks for the day ~ and sorry for being emo !
:D

2011-11-06T23:10:00.003+08:00

; Now it's back to the way we started . Strangers .

Yep , as mentioned from the post below ..

OFF DAY

KEYBOARD LESSON @ 2PM

BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION AT REBEL

Out to TM with my parents first .
Yup , both Daddy & I had our phone changed (;

While waiting for our queue , went to have our dinner first .. and know what ?
We missed our turn !! Damn ! ):

Took another queue number , but am glad that the waiting time wasnt long .
Kinda pressing for time :/

So ..... yup !
Daddy bought me my iPhone 4s as bird-day gift ! :D
Thankyou , Daddy !

After purchasing both our phone(s) , bid goodbye to them and off to find Babe (Shan) .

Only managed to meet Babe at only 9pm ? :/
Went to purchase cake & muffins after that (:

Meet Shirley @ Bedok , and continued our journey till Clarke Quay .
Benson & Nicholas was already there before we reached .
Babe's friend , Steven came along too .

Headed off to Rebel to obtain our chop first ((;

Snapped some photos while waiting ~

In the meanwhile , Jerome came over to look for me together with his friend .

Initially , i thought his friend was a Malay -.-
Damn ! But its the fact that he looks like Malay whaaaat ~ :/
Needless to say , Jerome is the guy on the left !

After we obtained our chop , there was this guy who came and asked if im studying at Bishan ITE .
& i replied , " how did you know !? "
Just so i know that he appears to be one of my facebook friend (;
But he couldnt remember my nameeee . Awwww ):

Yes , if anyone of you happens to see me outside .. just say "Hello" to me okay ?
I will return my gesture back to you , rest assure (;

Went to place our bag in the locker , and out again .
Holiday Inn , to purchase our liquor .

It rains out of a sudden =="
The best part is that no taxi willing to take us in -.-
I seriously have no idea why too .

Managed to board a cab with both Babe & Shirley first to meet Damien & his girlf - Gloria , MingYi & his friends .

While waiting for them , took out the cake and had them first since we were both famished .

This is the cake babe bought for my birthday (;
Its sour !
But , thanks babe ~

So , this is the cake i bought for Babe .
Strawberry Sweetheart ~
Yep , she is definitely my sweeeetheart (;
Sad to say that it actually melted . Wasted !

Benson , Nicholas & Steven came afterwards .
Blah , started drinking & so .

Benson's friends came afterwards too .
A handful of them got themselves kinda drunk , but ....... they managed to survive till the end !
Awesomeeeee (;

Kinda surprised that Nicholas wasnt the one who got himself drunk this time !
Was Benson instead :/
Dead drunk .

Went in to club awhile , and out again .

And it started raining cats and dogs . So damn cold ~
But in order to flag a cab for Benson , Babe & I literally went out of the shelter and got ourselves drenched .

Thanks Jerome for the help to get Benson into the cab ! :D
& sorry Alexander & Jerome for the waiting !

The feeling under the rain was superb , i swear .
I must be nuts . No , im not . Try it yourself someday .
KIDDING ! But seriously , the feeling is just oh-so-great .

Its 3am unknowingly ....

Letz hit back the club man !
Time waits for NO - ONE !

Rebel ~
Babe & I got ourselves so damn mama high !
Danced the whole night away ~

But my ribs area always hurts so much while dancing midway .
I swear its super annoying .

I've the " like i give a damn " attitude .
Yes , i just continued dancing away and act as though it doesnt gives me any problem .

Zirca that night wasnt as bad .
But i still prefer Rebel ! :D

- I LOVE YOU LIKE A LOVE SONG BABY !

Club ends at 430am that day (:

All i can say is that , i've enjoyed myself to the fullest that night dancing my ass away ~ :D
They told me that i was damn high .
Yes , i am .
I always am /m\

After the club , Shirley & I our Subway packed and brought it over to Mac :/
LOL .

After our meal , cabbed home .
The rain doesnt seems to stop .
Yes , walked under the rain again ! No choice ~ !

To Shirley's place first , and then Babe's .
Didnt head for home . But , slacked with Babe under her block and had our mashed potatoes !

Its been soooo long i last had this !
& its good to have something warm especially in such cold weather .
* shiok shiok * hehehe !

Slacked awhile , and home sweet home ...........
Reached home at 630am ! :D
And , crushed into bed immediately .

PS : My neck hurts like a bitch and i've no idea why ):

See my baboon's backside faceeeee ! So damn red and .... looked rather tipsy here ? :/

& i shall end this entry with my fav photo of the day !

♥♥♥

Babe ! This is dedicated to you !
Just to let you know that , i'll always be here for you no matter what .
* wave *
Im just a call/text away ~
Never shed a single tear for anybody anymore bcos , no one is worth crying for except your parents .
Be brave .
( Though i know you are )

Lastly , 我爱你 !

2011-11-05T01:35:00.001+08:00

Today's work started off with full of laughter (:

Morning's Ra-Ra was kinda different ! Was pretty shocked in fact . Cos , topic was about me !!
Guess whats the topic about !?

; to guess whats the size of my waist

LOL , funny isnt ? O:

And here they goes , started guessing taking turns .
And someone said " 19 " .
My waist , 19 !? How could it be ~ HAHA !

But none got it correct though |:
22 was the largest number of all ... but , am i that skinny in the first place !?
Probably yes to most of you . BUT , im not ! :/
Dont get deceived by my weight [:

Okay ! & when i revealed the answer ... all of them were pretty stunned & their expression were totally priceless ! They then started laughing out so loudly !

They kept telling each other :
" I was like her 30years back " .

Hahahah ! Make a guess of the size of my waist then ~ :D

At times , you have to go flexible with the rules to have some fun & laughter instead .

Back to work .
Im still observing , tsk !
Time seems to pass so slowly when doing nothing , damn !

Blah , shall not elaborate much about work since im doing the same thing everyday without fail . Mundane daily routine , i could say .

Left work at 5pm on-the-dot [:
Off to Tamp Ctrl Station to meet Shirley & Co .
But ended up , im the earliest of all . Grrr !

Shirley came , and then followed by LiMin then Jovi .

Choosing either to have Din Tai Fung or PizzaHut for dinner .
And so ...........

Yup , PizzaHut ! :D

We ordered first , while waiting for Belle to come .
She's forever late when comes to meeting us ! Rofls !

And we kept ordering unknowingly :/

Soup of the day ! :D
*thumbs down*

Average tasting only . Nothing special .

& my all time favourite - Hawaiian .
But idk why i feels that it doesnt taste as good as before already .

Belle came afterwards (:
After our meal , went to buy Koi !
Yes , its true that we are bloated .. but , there is still some spaces left for Koi (;

Ordered something new this time round ; Green Milk Tea .
Ehhh , not very nice :|
Still prefer their IceCream MilkTea & HazelNut MilkTea

Wanted to slack over at T1's open area . But was rather wet due to the rain earlier on .
So we headed over to TM's open area instead .

Never fails to camwhore (:

With Belle

Kay , i looked extremely horrible looking here ...
But who cares , as long as you had the fun right ? [:
* Like i give a damn *

With Jovi

With LiMin

With Shirley

Slacked there , and had countless of topics with neverending of cam-whoring & filled with plenty of laughters .

Thats how life should be , enjoy with the awesomeness for an awesome day .

Left at 9pm , and home sweet home .
Fatigued yet awesome day with my girls ~

I love theeeeem ! ♥
2 years+ of friendship & counting on ...
& i think we ought to meet up often !
Cos whenever im with them , im able to cast my unhappiness aside
& enjoy like im the only girl in the world .

An unglam photo before i end my post ! :D

Goodnight , im off to beeeeed !
Tired much . Keyboard lesson @ 2pm later on still .

AND , IM OFF FROM WORK FOR THE DAY !
* jump around * , YAY !

Rebel to celebrate both Shan & my advance birthday later ! :D
Hope it gonna be another awesomeeee day !
Wheeeeee ~

2011-10-30T15:25:00.004+08:00

; Appreciate those who have hurt you , because they strengthen your heart .

Heyyyyy :D

Basically , i rejected heading to club yesterday !

( But super tempting ! )

Heard from my friend that it was real packed last night , no matter which club it was .
I would be whining away like nobody's business if i were to go last night . The queue would be so damn damn damn looooong . Rofl .
Yes , indeed im an impatient ass :/

& went for a movie "date" with YuXuan instead .
He insist its a "date" ... LOLL .

Was waiting for him to leave house , so i can leave too .
But he was so slowwww ! Like a snail ~
So , went to cam-whore abit first [:

Managed to leave house only at 8pm ?
Tsk ! & ended up , he reached TM earlier than me . Hahahaha !

Long John Silver for dinner .
Crave for their cheese all of a sudden :/

After our dinner , wanted to buy Koi . But was lazy to walk all over to the interchange... so we crossed over for Gong Cha instead .

But still , prefer Koi ! Craving for their Hazelnut Milk Tea nowwww ):

Paranormal Activity 3 @ 950pm .

There was a lady painting the house at the beginning of the movie , and YuXuan says that it was an advertisement of the Nippon Paint .
I ended up laughing like hell in the cinema =="
Im laughing stupidly to myself while typing that down too . Retarded much .

Overall movie kinda lame ?
But , it scares me beautifully . But after thinking back , it wasnt as scary though .
He says its based on a true story , and i actually believe him .. but carrying doubts still .
Therefore asking my friend & got mocked at .
Damn ~ .

After the movie , was walking around aimlessly cos we both have got no idea where to go .
In the end , went Central Park to slack .

Yeh , we are in the same boat ~ . Banana Boat . LOL .
And he enlightened me somehow .
Thankyou ~ :D

He is right .
'We' will always be there . Sigh ~ .
Mind-torture will only be gone if you are determined enough .

I hate the fact that my heart & my words always doesnt tally .

Left at 1am , and YuXuan walked me home afterwards (:

My birthday is approaching yet i still couldnt sense the eagerness to celebrate .
Oh well , i hope for a ... better November .

I hitched my star to the wrong wagon right from the start .

Am selling this :
Limited Edition Long Champ small shoulder tote with black leather handles in Bilberry . (Royal Purple)

Interested buyer , please drop me an email @ jocelynheng1109@hotmail.com
((:

2011-10-26T19:00:00.001+08:00

PS : The reason why i abhor medicine so damn much is bcos , it makes me so drowsy .

Requested to work @ the backroom yesterday during work .
My cough is definitely a killer .

I was coughing the whole bloody morning and even feel like vomiting -.-
My face was being washed with my tears even . Damn .
Was told to consult the doctor & have an mc . But i doesnt wants to .
If i were to leave midway , i would be considered as i didnt attend for work that day & i wont be having my 2.5days leave !!

For the sake for my leave , i will just have to bear with it ~

Basically , did filling & CBT that day .

Yayness when the clock strikes 5pm [:

Off to Tanjong Pagar first ! :D
Met ShiYing & XiuHan !
Its been pretty long since i last saw them .

Could say a pretty short meet up with XiuHan only , as she wont be joining us for dinner .
But am glad that she is doing good ! :D

I miss the rest of them too .
We shall meet up soon uh !

Bugis with ShiYing after that .
Kazokutei for dinner ! * thumbs up *

The portion is just nice for one , and ..... it taste really good !
I likeeeee Omu Riceeeeee

ShiYing's ~

Jocelyn's ~
( Must try ! )

Mango & Strawberry Soda ~

Yes , i know i shouldnt have ate those foods .... but who cares anyway ~
At most die earlier only :x
Kidding !

After our dinner , wanted to go temple . But was closed :/
ShiYing asked why do i wana go there ?
So i told her , " Cos i've a fucked up life " .

Pretty messed up life i've got .
I need to smoother it somehow :/
Kay , me & my nonsense -.-

Bugis street up was up next !
Sudden shopping mood ~

Walked from the 1st level , to 2nd level .. and back to 1st level .
& BOUGHT NOTHING ! Totally empty handed !!! =="

Im wondering ..... have our expectation increase or ........ have their standard dropped ? :/

No fun at all . Tsk .

Left , and headed over to Iluma :D
Crapped the whole day with my Auntie Ow .
Was laughing like as though there is no tmr .
Lets have moreeeeeee of yesterday in futureeee ! ((:

Bought a casual top thereeeeee too ! ;)

Back to Bugis Central , and came across a shop that sell tarts .
& their tarts totally enticed me ! So cuteeeeeeeee only ! [:

Jocelyn's Strawbeery Cheese ~

ShiYing's Kiwi Cheese ~

After purchasing our tart(s) , went to buy Koi ! :D

Ice Cream Milk Tea , 50% without Pearls pleaseeeee ? ^^

Afterwhich , headed over to Club Intercontinental to slack :D
A pretty cosy & nice ambience place .

Home after that !

I definitely enjoyed my day , despite all those emo-ing & stuffs .
Auntie Ow ! I will hold on to my promises ! You can have my words .
Stop thinking , stop missing & eventually stop .... loving .

Yes , you're right .
We are just friends , right from the start .

- Bcos , i will end everything there that day .

What are our memories to you ?
Probably just rubbish .

Some backdated photos from Shallon ~
Thanks for the photos [:

Maybe part of love is learning to let go .

2011-10-23T21:25:00.004+08:00

I hate it when im in the midst of crying , someone appear and you have to dry up your tears and ....
Smile .

PS : Shove your headphone & blast your favourite songs .
The feeling is just oh-so-great .

Yawn *
Cant imagine i've to wake so early for work ; 7am .
But am glad work ended at 130pm :D

& i gets rather annoyed with the pouring rain cos , i've no umbrella with me !
How am i suppose to cross over for my Keyboard Lesson !

Girl my body don't lie
I'm outta my mind
Let it rain over me

Yes , let it rain over me . Walked under the rain , so be it .
Homed after that , and took a pretty short nap .

Went to get prepared , and off for Tmall with my parents & aunt(s) .
Left after awhile , and went to meet Shan .

Shan left , and off to meet Mickey .

While waiting for Nic @ Simei , took photos with Mickey [:

Red haaaaair boy now LOL

Trained all the way to City Hall after Nic arrived .
Benson & his two indian friends came ... and so we left for Soul after that (:

Blah , dislike the waiting .

Chopped , and went in to place my bag in the locker and out again .

Benson's friend came then .
Han , Marcus , Victor & ..... another guy - forgotten his name already :/

Went to purchase alcohol , two bottles of Vodka .
Went in , and was kinda boring at first . The music like a alien only & the dancefloor seems pretty spacious .

Yup , the keyword is : At First .

But as time goes , the crowd are finally there ;)
Up the podium with Mickey :D

& Nic got drunk , again !!!!
Forever one sia ! Standard .
Sibei jialat -.-

I've changed my perspective for Soul yst !
Its really fun last night !!
Could say , one of my best clubbing experience ever ((:

I've heard bad reviews bout Soul , & that explains why im there that night .
Experiencing it myself is always better .

I got myself so high all night ! :/
& the people there seems friendly ? They kept offering drinks to us , but got rejected . LOL

CHAMPAGNE SHOWERS ,
CHAMPAGNE SHOWERS .

Yes , the dj really splashes champagne down

Kay , probably bcos they have event that night & that explains the fun .
I've no idea either .
But who cares , at least i enjoyed myself ^^

Club ends at 4am . Off to Mac then .
I fell asleep there !? =="

Oh , know what !? I lost my voice after club .
My voice went hoarse immediately ! I cant even utter a single word properly :'(
Nice , i've problem speaking now . Wth .
No amount of water can save my throat noooow ):

& reached home only at 6am .
Fatigued to the core .

With Nic !

With Marcus !

With Victor !

Left - Han !
Right - Nic !

With Mickey !
( He definitely doesnt look good in photo -.- )

Some backdated photos ! :D

Be brave even if your not , pretend to be .
No one can tell the difference .

I miss ~~you~~ us .